OK, let me try and clarify your position. You can believe in God, but not accept what has historically been said about it?
My point is that you cannot believe in God and not believe in God at the same time.
My point is that one can believe in God and not care about God or believing in God.
Something like having a scar on your skin: It's there, you acknowledge it, you don't deny it, but you pay it little or no attention and you don't think it defines you - because you have better things to focus on, like the strength of your muscles or your ability to concentrate.