Quantum Quack said:
You do realise of course Lori that the main angst about all this Bible and God stuff is that for it to work we must accept that from the moment we were conceived in our mothers womb we some how inherited a sin. This is so counter intuitive that people feel that you are offending them by calling them a sinner when in fact they believe your belief that they are is invalid.
Maybe this is where the misconception lies then. I'm not calling anyone anything. I haven't come out here shaking my finger in anyone's face saying, "Repent you sinner or you're going to hell!" You would never in a million years hear those words from me. I speak for myself and for my own beliefs...my own testimony...my own knowledge. I'll call myself a sinner without a doubt...trust me, there is nothing that I'm more aware of except maybe God's love, which I am so eternally grateful for. I haven't come out here accusing people of anything. I came out here to share my experience with people. I mean shit, I had an f'ing miracle happen to me that blew my mind...still is...you know, something along the lines of Fatima, or statues crying tears of blood, or stigmata...what has happened to me...it's just huge...it's huge. And I came out here to share what I know, from what I've experienced. You know, I never expected everyone to agree with what I believe. You can't know what I know unless you've experienced it yourself. And for God's sake I would never suggest that someone just take my word for it...that would be crazy. I never expected people to believe what I said. What has happened to me has been so absolutely over the top that I don't blame people for having a hard time understanding or believing it. I don't know, I used to post out here for years...years ago...and I shared alot, and I learned alot, and I made some really great friends...and with those who do not share my beliefs. There used to be people out here who were intelligent, and respectful, even in disagreement. This place has changed a lot, and unfortunately for the worse. But I didn't know that, and so I came out here thinking that if there was one place that I should be able to go to share some over the top miracle, that it would be here. I was wrong. I thought that if there was a place that I could go to talk about my beliefs and the experience I've had that has led me to them, that it would be a "religious forum", but I was wrong. I think that most of the people out here are cool, but there are a select few, who are honestly some of the most hateful, cynical, close-minded, bigoted, ignorant, self-righteous, egotistical blow-hards I've ever had the displeasure of trying in vain to communicate with. And I suppose that because of said traits, they seem to have something to say about everything...never anything intelligent, respectful, or constructive...but that doesn't stop them. And I suppose that because they hate me, or hate Christianity, or hate me because I'm a Christian, or for whatever reason, they make a point of attacking me at every opportunity. It's entirely lame.
To claim that a week old baby is a sinner and goes to hell if it doesn't grow old enough to understand a concept called Jesus is just so absurd it is almost laughable if it were not for how serious some xians are about it.
I'm a Christian and that is in no way shape or form what I believe to be true. You know, I think the problem definitely is that people who don't know God, or people who aren't even educated in the tenets of the faith through some other theological means, assume to understand things about it/Him, and they're wrong. But the problem is that they don't care if they're wrong, as long as they have what they deem to be a good reason to deny Him, they are happy with that. Let me assure you that God is not stupid, and His will is not absurd. What you have said above is not in God's Word anywhere, and as a matter of fact, it is contradicted in His Word. So why do you want to believe such a thing about God? Why would you assume that this is His sentiment?
The problem is I think people are startng to know when they are being taken for a ride, and this bodes badly for religion because to accept the religion is to allow ourself to be conned into believing you are guilty for something someone else has done which in this case is "god" himself.
You know, because of pride, which is a sin according to the faith, people are so caught up in the whole right vs wrong, good vs bad thing, and that's missing the whole point. People always seem to focus even more on particular acts rather than sin being a state of existence. I can only speak for myself when I say that when I take a look at myself, and when I look around at the world around me, I can see greed, lust, envy, sloth, gluttony, pride, and wrath. Can other people not see these things? I've experienced these things within myself and around me and lived through, and continue to live through the consequences of them...don't you? Are you satisfied with this world? I'm not, and not many people are. Sure there is good in it, but a lot of bad as well...there is both. One of the arguements that is always thrown up is that God is a big meanie for allowing such horrible things happen in the world...all of the pain, suffering and death...that He must be sadistic or malevolent. Which tells me then that people do in fact see the sin, and the conseqences of it...they just don't want to call it sin...whatever???? What you call it is really irrelevant...like I said, a duck is a duck. So you disagree with the fact that humanity is fatally flawed? Well, we surely do die don't we? And we surely do suffer until we do. You think that humanity has what it takes to perfect itself...to redeem itself...to save itself? Well then let's take a look at every history book in existence, and let's take a look at current events. Um...yea...can't really see that happening. Shit, all I have to do is take a look in the mirror, and I know that's never going to happen. Because what I want in my spirit is not the same as what I want in the flesh...they oppose each other...I feel that war going on. So I've given myself and my life up to Him, because I realize that is the only real hope that I have. I would rather not live unless it is He who lives through me..this is what I pray. And on a related sidenote...a rebirth of the flesh...by the flesh...by man...is the mark of the beast. It is a genetic alteration that will make the life of the flesh eternal, but that will kill you spiritually...cut you off completely from God. This is the same thing as the fall of man...this change....only where the fall placed a veil of sin between man and God, the mark cuts us off altogether...the final nail in the coffin. It is stupid to think that we could look to ourselves to provide eternal life and perfection in our own creation...because it is not ourselves who created in the first place. And before you even go there, that is not to say that we are not responsible. We are responsible for gaining enough knowledge through humility and sincerity to realize that can not save ourselves, and to seek the truth about God.
The whole offering of the bible and most mono-theistic religions is built on the premise of creating the need [belief in original sin] and provide the answer [in this case Jesus]
I feel the need. The need has brought me to my knees crying out for help. He was there for me. He was there with me. I heard Him. I felt Him. And what people don't want to know is that I am in no way speaking metaphorically, and that I'm as sane as the day is long. And when this happens to you, you know. You f'ing know...doubt is obliterated. Jesus is the answer. I know Him. I've lived through it, and I know because and only because I've lived through it and I know Him. I don't know what else to say...I'm telling you the truth. The only thing that keeps people from knowing what I know is that they don't want to...that's it. And I think it's extremely clear based upon what's written out here, and if the people reading this were to look honestly at their own intent...people don't want to know Jesus. They don't want to know God. They don't want to share their lives with Him...to hand their self and their lives over to Him. It's as simple as that. And so they go about claiming good reason to not want Him, and that is every man's choice to make. But I'm telling you sincerely that I too was like that at one time...when I was younger. But my intentions changed. And I found out that I was wrong...man, was I ever wrong. And I just want to tell people so bad that they're wrong about God, that they don't understand Him at all. I want to convince them to just get to know Him themselves and they would see what I mean...they would see how wrong a person can be...I saw this myself! But the frustration comes in realizing that people just don't want to know. People don't want to know the truth about Him...people don't want to know Him...otherwise they would...because a sincere desire is all it takes.
Now most people are starting to see this marketing ploy for what it is and of course they get offended when, in your eyes they are sinners and when in their own eyes they can not accept your offending assumption.
What is it exactly that you think I'm marketing? I'm not trying to offend, I'm trying to help. I've experienced something that has helped me so much...that has made my life so fulfilling and so awesome and I'm so amazed and I just want to share it with everyone. I want everyone to know what I know. I want everyone to know and feel and see just how much God loves them. I'm not charging a f'ing fee you know? I'm not selling an f'ing book. It's not about that you know? It's about the truth. Put your fear and your pride away for a minute and ask yourself...do I want to know the truth about God? Either way...any way...whether He does or does not exist...whether Jesus was His Son or not....whether He subscribes to a particular dogma or doctrine or not....whether you can be born again or not....whether you can actually know Him and have a relationship with Him or not...DON'T YOU WANT TO KNOW???????? WHY DON'T YOU WANT TO KNOW?????????? PEOPLE DO NOT WANT TO KNOW. And I assure you that is the ONLY thing that keeps them from knowing.
It is unfortunate that the very nature of strong belief in a book so full of holes works against what you desire. I would suggest that you all find a better book to use as your justification, because if you rely on this book as your justification religion as we know it is doomed to become a showpiece of superstitious nonsense, which more and more persons are determining it to be as time goes on.
For like the gazillionth time, I in no way use a book as my justification, or as the basis of my belief. My belief is based upon knowledge that was gained through personal experience and that's it. And you know, I would really love to know exactly how many times I'm gonna have to say that before anyone out here would possibly take it into consideration. The only reason, and I mean the only reason that I know the Bible to be true is because God always uses it to confirm things that I've experienced through Him in my life. So, He'll teach me something through my life experience, and then later at some point, I'll see the same thing depicted or described in scripture, and I'll be like, "Oh, wow, so that's what this scripture is talking about...now I understand." It says right in the Bible itself that it is impossible to understand without the interpretation of the Holy Spirit on a personal level, so why it is that people still keep trying to understand it without this interpretation is beyond me. Then again, I guess it serves their purpose in rationalizing their intent, which is to deny God, and to avoid sincerely seeking the truth about Him. The Bible is not meant to be used as some theology or history or science textbook....it's so beyond that. I hate to use this word, but for purposes of explanation, the Bible is like a magic book. And I say this from personal experience. There are times when I've read it and for as much as I've understood, it may as well have been written in the orginal greek, and there have been times when the Holy Spirit has lead me to scripture that has made me feel as if I was reading my own life story...history and future...but deeply, deeply personal. Personal...as it was meant to be. Person to person....spirit to spirit....you and the Holy Spirit. Again...it is entirely futile to try to "get" God by relying on yourself to do so...you may as well not even try. All you need to do is want it, and it is He who takes it from there and via His Holy Spirit. The Bible is more than just a book...it is a spiritual tool.
May be it is worth asking why we should accept that the bible and it's followers are not the product of superstition, no different to the belief that rocks with holes in them are devine or pagan whitch craft has intrinsic value.
Why should we believe that it isn't a bad case of clinging to a superstition?
You shouldn't believe anything that you don't have knowledge of yourself. You will not gain this knowledge of God from a book or from a man, but only from your own personal experience of living through it...only from Him...straight from the source. The scripture says seek and you will find, knock and the door will be opened. This is law...spiritual law. You do not seek in a book, but seek God Himself. You do not knock on a man's door, or the door of a church, but call out to God Himself. "God, if you're there, if you care, I want to know it...I want to know you...show me yourself." That's it...it's that simple. And yet it is not simple because of all of the "conditions" that we want to place on Him and on the "truth" that we seek. If you sincerely seek the truth, then you seek it no matter what it is and do not place conditions on it. That is why knowledge is gained only through humility...because you have to acknowledge that you do not know already in order to seek it.
There was a time in my life when I intellectualized religion and God. I said to myself and to others that I wanted to know, but only because I rationalized that this was the correct answer to give...after all, what more important question is there to answer in this life? But sincerely, I did not want to know. It would have totally f'd up my plans for the evening...it would have been a real buzz kill. So I read books and contemplated theories and theologies and appeased my guilty conscience regarding answering the big question with what amounted to be a bunch of mental masterbation. Until something happened to me. This something was an abortion. Not judging anyone else who's had one...I had one...I know what it is, and I know what it's like. It was a culmination of things, experiences and feelings with me, but the one thing that stood out among everything else and was the primary driving force in my search was the abortion. And it made me, for the first time, really want to know. Not just to say I wanted to know...not just to read about it or theorize about it or debate it...but really want to know. I had already decided for as much reading and studying and theorizing as I had done, I would never come to truly know by these means...I needed proof. And for the first time, I sincerely wanted proof, and so I sincerely asked for it...regardless of the consequences...regardless of my weekend plans....regardless of what it meant for me and my lifestyle and my choices or whatever. I, for the first time, wanted to know the truth, no matter what the truth turned out to be, and I wanted to know for sure...without a doubt. And that is when everything changed for me. And nothing has ever been the same. It did not happen over night. Shit, it's been over a decade. But it's happened. It's happened perfectly...so that I know. And I just wish to God that everyone else wanted to know what I know now...that's my "agenda"...that's all I want. So sue me, hate me, call me a liar, call me delusional...do what you want. My intentions are sincere.
Love,
Lori