see what I mean about needing to feel special? Quit fabricating experiances and go out and live life, its really more fun out there then you'd think!
We already disscussed this! Stop closing your little mind and realize that this goes beyond your own personal issues with uniqueness. I do live in the world. My own world and reality. Are you going to claim that there is only one sole reality in this existence of ours? If so I really feel sorry for you and hope that you discover the entrance out of the gilded box you have trapped yourself in. This experiance occured because I was living my life in the outside world. I study the world, and interlacing realities not digital multimedia. Stop trying to calm your ignorant fears by expalining this event through the need to feel special. You are so far off in your explanations that you think your clever. People like you are the ones that build the tunnels of our society.
I think you are all lame flakes who want nothing more than for your fantasy world to become a reality
Nebula, for once I am truly disappointed in you. You of all people I expected to receive some relflected understanding. Instead you too build the darkened tunnels of the normal reality, or else you just want to be the shadow within the star arguing notions that you do not really feel just to obscure the hidden fire within. Either way I agree with xandrique that the nonsense witty remarks, and quirky happy faces tarmish your shimmer.
As for your assumptions based on prior prejudgices, I hate those the most. Is it that you are trying to convince yourself that there is nothing left to this world. While you argue about the existence of a soul you slowly dissolve your own. Do not take up the shovel, and start to dig the darkened tunnels of reality. We know what you think even though you think you can hide it from us. It upsets me that you belittle my intellect by suggesting I cannot see beyond my own mind. Fantasy is creative energy while reality exists on a whole other plain.
*cough* Flakes *Cough* haha. Tell me, what exactly is spiritual awarness? and what sort of person is more "spiritually enlightened" and what exactly does that get them?
Understanding, which is obvious from your shallow posts, is what you lack. I agree wholely with GlacialImprint that enlightened people feel the pain of the world. Do you ever cry for humanity Mystech, or feel the pain of the great Earth. If you do not feel that pain then you have no sense of the greatness of the expanded beauty of this world, or glimpse even small particles of understanding. I am not saying you do not feel and see beauty. However, I am saying you only glimpse a tunneled version.
Watch the world outside, and feel the things it feels. Taste the essence of anothers soul, and imagine that there is more to this existence than any of us could possibly know.
You may think that I am a flake. This is an obvious lack of experiance on your part. Are you jealous that I have experianced something you have, yet to know. This event occured I feel because of the questions I was posing to reality. I received no answer just new questions that expanded my spectral vision. I think you too are asking those same questions, or why else would you waste your precious time on this type of thread. Unless its negative energy, which you feed off of like som ekind of parasite. I hope not.
GlacialImprint
I did not feel superior to the rest of my fellow human beings. I felt as though I was not a part of their whole, or reality anymore. It was a feeling as though I existed on a whole other plain of space, reality, and time. I felt that the events that occured to them had no real significance in my current state. Maybe that is what you felt too. I just wanted to clarify that it was not an arrogant state. I still had understnading, only I was seperate from their web.
I thank you GlacialImprint for your understanding. You have left an imprint on my soul. Your posts were what I was searching for. I wanted belief and understanding. I am relieved to find such hope for humanity. I know that this may sound overdramatic, but passion is often seen as that. My soul tingles with warmth.
-We search for understanding in this reality, not answers.-
Rowen