Retake on this all
They! Puppet Strings. Perhaps if you are on a higher level, as you feel, it is not quite integrated into your life. Those who exist on higher levels functionally are productive and positive members of society, like you are Rowen, like your friend is. The draw here is that those who are truly spiritually gifted feel absolutely no isolation or difference from 'everyone else'. Spiritually enlightened individuals can empathize on the deepest levels with any human and their emotions, and animals too I suspect [as animals seem not to fear them, but are drawn to them].
They? Surrounded by they? I've felt like this. I've also felt extreme EXTREME isolation, as if I am 'above' everyone else. For a while this was not conveyed to people as I acted charming around them, however it soon reached through twists and turns, drops and rises, where I cam off extremely ALOOF. This is and was not healthy. Thankfully I have come down quite a bit, and risen in another place. Still work to be done, it never ends.
I think fear of 'them' is just a projection of your own fear. That which bothers us most, agitates us, draws our attention most in others, is that which we lack in ourselves, that which we desire. Or that which we know best in ourselves and fall short of. Perhaps you are experiencing spiritual emergence turned emergency? When an emergence turns into an emergency, all sorts of signs you describe can be seen. And all sorts of reactions can be seen, such as categorizing schizophrenia. I mean, seriously people, if anyone here did any kind of research into spirituality, would you know that more often than ever things like Schizophrenia, multiple personality disorder, psychotic breaks, are the only LABEL and CLOSE MINDED ANSWER that the western world can give. Where does the 'spiritual emergency' room exist here? Yeah.. get back to me on that one. I know the place they can load me up with anti-psychotics so I can't feel anything happening... who wants to do that.
As for the alterations of time and space. Such occurances are not uncommon whilst under the influence of psychedelic drugs, especially within the group setting if a very high level of energy is present, all present will witness such 'paranormal' phenomenon (ie: telepathy, alterations in weaved pattern of time/space and the self's placement within it) In my opinion all drugs are utterly EMPTY and void of a specific 'value'. It is only their injestion and interaction with the mind which causes a person to 'REACT' to themselves with various 'blocks'/'inhibitions' removed. Generally most drugs effects can be labels based upon the 'expected' block removal (desired effect), however they are open to let us feel in ways, as we are open to let ourselves feel. Psychedelics don't give us a desired effect, although people often look for one in them. They are unpredictable and based soley upon the persons mindset. This allows for fantastic possibilities as they can allow internal self realizations to occur which under the constraints of 'reality time and space' could never have been realized without intense time / strain taken. I am not advocating psychedelic drugs here but..well whatever..read on ward
The possibility of an alien abduction or 'radiowave' interference is interesting, however I would tend to rule out both. Although 'aliens' may exist and very well be the powers which control this world, 'aliens' in the general sense is a hyped societal term which brings about a very closed-minded, they want to kill us/they're MORE than us attitude. Through jungian psychology and other forms of analytical thought, it is considered that the phenomenon of the UFO and ALIENS is a modern day occurance, a manifestation in the collective (un)conscious of modern man, so far removed from spirituality in daily life that these 'flying saucers/abductions' seem to appear/occur. They are embodiments of 'the other'. The other as in the Divine. The other, the Divine, peaking through into the consciousness of humanity. Of course viewing 'God' directly for us modern beings would be anything but Sane (with how close-minded our minds are right now) The state of the world and the lives most of us live is ANYTHING BUT sane in God's eyes. Hence the Juxtaposed position with god being an 'ALIEN', as in removed from us, NOT US. Whatever, thats my take on it. Alien is a confining word. God knows no words, no faces, no labels, only radiance and infinite open endedness.. Quantum.. Yes and No...and based on that answer to a question, move to the next.. Quickly this turns from 2 to 4 to 16 to 256 to 65536.. ETC, endless. Hence you'd be blown away..hence why you label someone who tries to tell you about aliens as purely CRAZY.
As for 'spontaneous' psychedelic state and those who report alien abductions---research has been done into the possibility of internally produced build up of DMT/5-MEO-DMT/PINOLEAN (SP?)
These are all endogenous psychedelics found naturally within almost all animals, including humans, and in many plants and trees--especially in the amazon. These chemicals are thought to be at maximum levels during sleep and are often correlated to dreaming. They are found within the pineal gland, often called the third eye. As for abductions and whatnot, psychedelic usage of these drugs both smoking and injection product STARTLING similarities (DMT) to alien abductions, with visions, REAL FEELING, transportations and all. It's no joke. look up information on it. There also lies the DISTINCT possibilities that levels of these chemicals can reach threshold levels in a person, due to foods eaten, hormones, light deprivation, and numerous other factors, including stress. There can be a point when they are released in greater quantity than the normal low levels found steady, suddenly and INTENSELY jetting the person into a profound mystical experience. The usage of these drugs in a psychedelic setting, provides the MOST INTENSE psychedelic experience, this can be vouched.
So.. there is many things at work..puppets on the string. Keep an open mind. Try to heal yourself, find trauma inside of yourself and talk about it with someone. I suspect you have great spiritual power and insight, however right now as it emerges you find yourself at the throes of it, unprepared for it's presence, catching you off guard and leaving you constantly questioning. I hope you will settle down and ground yourself first, and then try to build up from that.
That is all. As for mystikle or whatever who says the word flake about all this... why don't you do us all a favor and flake off or quit posting. bugger!!!
PEACE * HARMONY to you Rowen, and to your dearest friend. Much good to come to you both in time.
