Jaylee I've basically posted much of my life on this forum, those that have been here awhile, know that I was a drug addict, crack cocain, weed, alcohol. Sex, Drugs & Rock&Roll. That was my lifestyle. I was a christian then also!
Not a good one, I went to church seldom, and went through two nervous break-downs, How I regain myself, was through much reading of philosophy, psychology, and all sorts of books. After my second nervous breakdown, someone gave me a book to read. It was "Count of Monte Cristo" by Dumas, from there I continued reading and reading, Till I bought a novel By Ayn Rand. Little did I know that she was a philosopher. That started my path from fiction books to philosophy, psychology. A year after my 20th birthday I proclaimed my atheism. When I bought my first computer in El Paso Texas, I found other atheist through the internet. Fact is Sciforums has been one of the longest boards I've been on, (five years) and have less then 3000 posts, though on m way!
The reason I have merely 2k+ posts is because I still read philosophy, books and internet.
Basically I've been through hell too, and back again. And no god helped me get out of doing drugs, getting a damn good job, and moving were I want to live. Las Vegas Nevada. Everyday here is like a vacation to me ( on my days off) I'm happy here, though I'm not rich, nor a heavy gambler. I love the neon lights, and the atmosphere of this place. I had my second nervous breakdown here.
Godless