akoreamerican, you say you want to prove that believing in God is good, so please prove it.
You say that not believing makes you a sheep... if so who is the shepherd? What are we all following in such a herded way?
You say that not believing means we have given up our freewill, but the you admit that by believing you also give it up, so how is one or the other a benefit with regard retaining freewill? Surely it is those that follow something with blind faith, that give up, as you would have it, their freewill to follow something that can not be proven, that are more prone to be sheep, if they follow merely because others do (which is the essence of being referred to as a sheep).
And if they don't follow merely because others do, how would they be sheep? And on what basis are they following?