seriously, the way you think is really strange. have you ever considered donating your brain to science after death so they can study it?
sure, though i don't think science will have an opportunity to do that. but if they did, i don't think they'd find anything unusual. what i've realized isn't a product of my physical makeup or my intellect, but of the spirit.
you think when people are uncertain or not sure about something, that it's out of fear. for you, you will pick an answer because you can't stand uncertainty but you call others afraid.
i don't pick answers and attach my ego to them. it's not that i've never done that, but the inclination has been conditioned out of me to a great extent, as it only caused me pain. humility and faith on the other hand have really been driven home as the answer. iow, the answer is to realize that you don't have the answer, and that's ok. that's what communion with god is for and about.
if you are not afraid to be wrong, then you should walk around without a care in the world at all which you won't last long. i know you don't really do this where it "counts".
there's a difference between being careless and unafraid, like the difference between the bliss that comes with ignorance and the peace that comes with knowledge. bravery and peace are aspects of empowerment. from my own perspective, the most fantastic thing that god has done for me, is to almost force me to take a good hard look in the mirror and to examine my intentions, find out what i'm really made of, and to be ok with that; to really love myself, which is what enables and empowers me to love other people, and i do care.
what your statement really means is you aren't afraid to be wrong about things you don't respect or have no real consequence to you. if you really respected, took seriously and cared about the truth or 'god' as much as you seem to say, you would never make such a statement. you are not afraid to be 'wrong' about 'god' because the bottomline is you really don't care about the truth of god, your perception of god is more important and how it makes you feel.
i care about truth, and truth is of god, so i care about god. but i am not god and that's ok. i have my perception and a relationship with god and that's ok because god understands my perception and things are working out just fine.
my relationship with god hasn't always made me feel good. for the most part it's made me feel really bad. it's not the kind of feeling that comes from some emotional attachment, or physical comfort, or pride. it's the opposite of that actually. i've had those things taken away, and it was extremely painful. it's a war between the flesh and the spirit and your flesh is a casualty if you win.
i actually think the idea of someone being afraid to be wrong is funny. i mean if you look at the state of humanity and what's going on in the world, it's got to be comedic irony at it's best don't you think? it's a morbid sense of humor.
i think that your misunderstanding is the result of a paradigm that says that my faith is the result of some intellectual endeavor, and it's not. my faith is the result of experience that i've actually had to live through. and it's not as if my intellect doesn't play a part at all, but it's more of a response than a catalyst, and at least as much of a hindrance as a benefit.
when i was younger, i was the smart one and quite the little approval seeker. i always tested in the 98-99 percentile, got good grades, honors classes, teacher's pet, the whole nine yards. and i constantly had people patting me on the head and telling me how smart i was. as i grew, i attached my sense of self-worth to my intellect and that approval. i suppose i was too smart for my own good though, as that attachment eventually became very boring and unfulfilling.
i also grew into quite the control freak. until about 6 years ago, when i went through a very intense and very strange spiritual experience. and i damn near drove myself insane attempting to intellectualize it and control it. it was by far the hardest thing i've ever been through. i felt like my brain exploded and i was left sitting there staring at the bloody chunks all over the place. i was devastated...destroyed. god had completely turned me and my life upside down and iinside out, and the only thing that was really clear to me is that i would never be the same again. the old me is gone.
that's why i say that god really forced me to find out what i was made of, and it's why i'm not afraid of anything. i've found that intellect is only a benefit to the degree to which you are not attached to it. pride is a wall. and the flesh, well, it can be a real cage. one that with god's help, i've been able to break free from. now i feel, and am, invincible.