he lets us roam free and does not bully us even though he could play with us like ants under a magnifying glass.
I dunno about that...there's an awful lot of awfulness in this world.
For me the explanation is government by committee...sort of...
But I basically couldn't accept benign neglect as an explanation for singular deity...because if he's all powerful, all-knowing, and he lets us suffer torment...he's not all loving, is he?
Maybe he's not all-knowing and all-powerful? That's one I leaned towards for awhile... the whole "leaving us alone," thing...but I was told in my biblical indoctrination that god is all-knowing, all-powerful and all-loving... and the fact that he would let innocents suffer if he truly cared.
I eventually came to a rather nasty conclusion-one the gnostics did: Jehovah lies.
And I'm afraid as illogical as it will sound to the rest of you (and is), for me that's a comfortable point to leave Christianity.
(Why do churches get knocked down by tornadoes? their god isn't the weather deity on this continent.)
I guess I have somewhat less animosity toward Islam, but if enough Muslims annoy me daily the way the Christians do, that may change.
Mr Chi...I suppose I shouldn't pick on you so, as you're a nice fellow, most obviously.
What you saw was very meaningful to you, and your faith makes you happy, so that is very well.
But I strongly suspect it was a message seen by your eyes alone.