It has nothing to do with certainty/confidence, it just is.
Then I don't understand at all.
You must be enlightened or you are either the mind itself, or something of that magnitude.
Certainty/confindence are character traits in relation to other character traits.
But how can you separate them from cognition??
Certainty or confidence are a matter of cognition, a matter of being sure of your knowledge of "how things really are". Do you not think so?
For example, if someone doesn't keep their promises and you feel hurt, how do you decide whether that hurt is justified or not, real or not?
That's something I've never knowingly had to contemplate.
Has it never happened to you that you felt hurt by someone's action, but the person insisted that they have done nothing wrong and that you should therefore not feel hurt?
Or, how do you know it is a reality that God exists?
From my perspective my endeavour to obtain knowledge would be to find out that God does not exist.
But you do not take upon yourself such an endeavor? Why not?
For example, if someone calls you an idiot, do you believe it, or do you say no.
It depends.
It depends on what? And if you do believe it, how do you apply it to yourself? What does it mean to you to believe you are an idiot (or whatever else, good or bad someone might call you)?
Nobody has tried to convince me there is no God.
Ha! Are you for real?!
Then what about all the discussions you have had with atheists here? They have tried to convince you there is no God.
I don't think such an argument genuinely exists. Does it?
Whether such an argument actually exists is different from people trying to convince others there is no God.
It is a fact that some people believe that there is no God and they want others to believe there is no God.
Mostly the latter. There is a severe clash between the city and the country culture here.
Why?
I wouldn't really know why there is such a clash - although now not so much, it was quite blatant when I was younger; a lot has changed in the last twenty years or so. There is a tendency that city people consider country people to be rednecks - uncivilized and uncultured. Country people tended to be very much reserved and polite around city people, and would not strike back. There is a general stereotype that city people are better people than country people, and both city people and country people had a tendency to believe this.
It was also the country that was quite old-fashioned and Catholic.
And which side do you favour?
The country. Although this by now means the "old country".
And I am a mutt really, I never actually belonged in either the city or the country.
Why would fear make you doubt your reading ability?
It just does ...
For one so analytical, this answer surprises me.
Come on, I know you have more to offer.
I really don't know for sure. Although I now remembered a study of IQ: The participants were yelled at and called names before taking the test, and they scored lower in comparison to taking the test without previously being yelled at and called names.
So this could suggest that if we connect our (intellectual) abilities with our sense of self, then when this sense of self is threatened, so is our execution of those abilities and we perform poorly.
Another explanation could be that because a person unconsciously mirrors emotions, this negatively affects their performance. Another term is "emotional contagion". Emotions can affect our performance, positively or negatively. When a person has a tendency to pick up the emotions of others, then the person feels whatever the other people feel, without there being any particular intentions or reasons involved. Small children have a phase where they tend to automatically mirror the emotions of those they are close to; typically, if the mother is sad, the child will be sad; if the mother is happy, the child will be happy. Some people retain this into adulthood.
Do you want to know why I experience someone as "grim", as opposed to "happy"?
That's a good place to start.
Generally, I would expect that someone who claims to know the Absolute Truth, the "how things really are" would not have the same mood swings and negativity as run-of-the-mill people, but would instead be a lot more calm and composed.
I once witnessed something I felt was quite bizzare: At a meeting, a devotee exclaimed "We sing the holy names and we are happy!" but while he was saying that, he seemed anything but happy to me, he seemed like he was in pain and dissatisfaction; his statement looked more like that of a fired-up politican.
What type of programmes do you watch on the tv?
Mostly films or series about people going through rough times, or about demanding interpersonal situations.
Sitcoms, documentaries, comedies, most reality shows, action, thrillers, political stuff or soap operas are boring to me.
I am afraid to make the wrong decision. I don't know which decision would be the right one.
Do you feel ok about this position?
Not at all.
Well, that depends by what is meant by "religious".
I never understood why someone who claims to know God and who rests assured that he will inherit eternity in heaven (while the majority of others will burn in hell for all eternity), would need the same intoxications and distractions like run-of-the-mill people.
Is there a decadant side to the major cities?
What do you mean by "decadent"? Do they eat meat, drink alcohol and such? Of course they do.
Yes. They tried to imitate the upper class. Of course, they had neither the money nor the education to qualify for the upper class, but they apparently liked to keep up the appearance of it, in words and manners.
There is something disturbingly revealing in, for example, discovering that the napkins for the dinner table are not freshly washed and have spots while the hostess is full of aristocratic-like manners.