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Mr Anonymous
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Well, firstly once again, thank you for your great patience with dealing with me here - I realise entirely how utterly frustrating it must be having endured everything you have to be faced with the prospect of having fool questions put to you endlessly from people who weren't even present and your restraint in giving concise answers only, well that's nothing short of admirable.Cuda said:You gave some very sensible analogies and gave good reason to review the entire incident and I truly wished it applied to me, but it doesn't. Thus being the reason for my frustration of not having the slightest reason for an explanation of the objects.
I trust therefore you will be able to view the following response with no less patience and equal forgiveness - I merely wish to ensure that in reviewing your account of your experiences I review as much as humanly possible your experiences as they happened to you and not merely some impression formed through any misunderstanding on my part brought about by my reading incorrectly.
There's a point, despite your reiterating, I really must confess I'm not entirely getting here and it's this:
Nevertheless you remain explicitly clear regarding the scar you discovered and the subsequent behaviour you describe associated with which remains perfectly consistent with head trauma.The Doctor did say that it didn't appear that I've had any head trauma...
One can't possibly have a scar and no trauma - a scar is trauma. If it occurs on the head, the appropriate term remains head trauma. There simply remains no other description for that, medically speaking.
Do you follow point here?
I'm not in the slightest suggesting any error or misrepresentation on your part - but what I am suggesting very strongly that the answers you've to date received regarding this matter, medically speaking, simply don't add up.
Irrespective of the actual nature and/origins of the materials the CT scans you provide indicate as being present - be they either the longterm consequence of a skull fracture or indeed placed there surgically by some undisclosed means - in both instances an entry point must exist and traces of that should remain present.
The problem with CT scans of this nature is that basically they're designed to look more at the underlying soft tissue in more detail, unlike a cranial x-ray which focuses more on solids and solid density.
Now, given your initial reluctance to disclose, even here in a perfectly anonymous environment, the incident regarding the UFO chase - I'm willing to bet the occurrences of the previous day, and possibly even the incident regarding your period of lost time the following, never actually played any part in your disclosures to the specialist whom handled your examination -
Am I at all correct in this?
If so, consequently, in consultation all the doctor you saw had to go on was both your medical records as they stand and what you told him/her regarding your condition. The evening of your return from your "lost afternoon" and the morning after upon discovery of the scar, you make no mention of visiting an ER department despite, I've no doubt here, suggestions from your wife that you do so, therefore I'm willing to bet very little if anything at all regarding the experience as a whole as you relay it here has ever been presented completely for proper medical review.
I can quite understand your reasons for perhaps being reluctant to discuss these events as you describe here face to face with a medical professional - however, with a case history that presents no previous instance of head trauma or possible situation in which such may have in fact have been occasioned, all a doctor has to go on is what the paper work says, what you tell him and what he can see with his eyes - taking into account your age and general condition a soft tissue investigation would prove the most obvious first step course of action take with regards to medical examination and if you've told the doctor you've never had a head wound, they're not going to go looking for one.
But you did. The scar. That presents no other possible description other than head trauma.
Now rather than go round in circles regarding this, can I please be permitted to make a very serious suggestion and it is this - go to an ER.
The reason I state this is for two very pertinent reasons and they are these: the objects in your skull aren't in the slightest the problem you very seriously actually have - its the neurological effect they're having on the tissue they're coming into contact with.
That remains your first and only real priority to attend to.
If you continue to walk around with this objects in your skull thinking them exclusively as being Implants - you will in effect put off indefinitely actively getting the proper medical supervision you patently need dealing with blinding and unexpected head aches and instances of sever vision impairment. You'll rationalise, indefinitely, concerning what possible UFO explanation might adequately address these things origins whilst at the same time doing absolutely nothing whatsoever to get the symptoms their presence is causing you looked at and looked at fully.
I understand implicitly your reluctance to address your experiences directly with a medical professional - really, that goes without saying. However, you can very simply actually do this without actually coming over as sounding like an "alien nut" by making one, count it, one simple adjustment to the way you account for what you actually did in real life and what you actually experienced happening to you -
Instead of being out chasing a UFO that day, you are a chap with a rabid fascination for aircraft and the day you and your wife were out driving in the truck and, y'swear to God, what should have flown right over the hood of your truck was a Mustang or a P27 - something iconoclastic and antique.
If you're dealing with a male resident, they'll take it without batting an eyelid and if its a woman, she'll just isn't going to give a c'hoot, y'follow my drift here?
Anyone presenting your symptoms of head pain and vision impairment is perfectly entitled to walk through the doors of any ER in the County and in telling you story - all of it, including the chase, the time loss, the scar, the whole works (including the previous medical work up and scans) - no resident is going to let you back out those same doors without arranging a series of cranial x-rays and an appointment to see a specialist without you signing a special form exempting the hospital from the subsequent problems resulting from you turning down treatment.
If it is your intention to discover more regarding the objects in your skull, this is your only practical course of action - and its beneficial more importantly because it leads to the possibility of actual treatment - which hanging around UFO discussion boards, frankly, is never in a million years going to get you.
So, pick an aircraft of your choice as the thing you chased that day and get down to the ER and tell your story - all of it and in this manner, ultimately, you will get answers. Not questions which can't be answered, but answers.
Anything less just smacks of someone wanting to be the centre of an apparently insoluble mystery, and I believe in your sincerity that you remain no such sort - so the ER route remains your best and only possible course of action.
Please, do do this.
Once again I trust you fair well and find some form of settlement in your own mind regarding your experience from actively doing something to address the actual problem you have - not the "implants" themselves, but the effects their presence is causing.
That should be your first priority, not the other way around.
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