Glad to see other people are thinking similar things. I was going to create a topic, but this one will do.
Reason for religion?
The road to enlightenment is long. I wonder if it ever ends. I've discussed reasonings for religion months back, and I'd like to revist the topic, but instead go in a new direction. In my quest for the truth, it is clear to me now that science, in essence, is about discovery, observation, and deductions of probability. In science, there are no absolutes. We are left with an educated guess based on fact-finding experimentation and study. It is about removing improbabilities from the equation, so all that is left is the probability. With science's findings, we can make a respectable argument that there is no god. Or, we can try to contest the thesis or the methods used to arrive at the conclusion, with philosophy.
One thing for sure is that we all have our own perceptions of what the truth is, and there cannot be an end to the question of the existence of a god without the manifestation of it. Because perceived truth is not consistent, thoughtlessly abandoning one's position is most times just that...thoughtless. What I mean is it takes an infinite amount of time to arrive at the truth, so it doesn't make sense to hastily change one's viewpoint.
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For the past couple years, i've leaned heavily on my rational mind and grew into atheism. Through experiences unrelated to religion, I found that it is not healthy to attempt to be anything resembling a Vulcan. What I thought was a strength and an improvement was just that (coming from being a Christian), but at the same time, in the extreme it was also just as damaging as a mind without sound rationality supporting belief. We humans need a healthy balance rationality and emotionality to reach our full potential in wisdom.
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For the life of me I can't find the author, but I read a sign that said, "The more we use our intellect to learn about life, the less we understand about life." After getting a little defensive at the shtick, it grew on me because I've been wondering what all this debate is worth. Is it worth the fight to bring people out of blind faith? Yes, I think so. But, I am wondering if what we are left with after everyone is not believing in anything that isn't proven, is worth the battle?
Science concludes that in all likelihood, there probably is no god. Is that enough to take to the bank? I think it's a safe bet. Does it matter if there is a god? Only to theists. Up until now, I haven't questioned the worth of this position that there is no god, but given that the truth is indefinite in my lifetime I am beginning to waver once again, and I wonder if others feel the same way.
From my perspective, I'm not interested in an agenda. I want the truth. But, in all honesty, I don't think I'm going to get that in my lifetime. So, embrace Pascal's wager? I don't think so, the evidence is convincing enough that the wager is irrelevant if there is no god. If there were perhaps some evidence of god, maybe then Pascal's wager would be relevant. I refuse to believe in something without a solid reason. But, is that my downfall? I'm not going to get a reason to believe in god. So, I should abandon religion forever? Is it worth it to believe in the insignificant chance of a creator?
It just seems that religion offers a rich outlook on life that I appreciate, but I just don't appreciate all the crappy fundamentalists that have an agenda and are ignorant or uneducated and spout off regulations and interpretations that are definite truths to them.
Is there a perfectly rational reason (aside from mental defeciency, emotional defeciency, or monetary gain) to have religion? Can someone believe in a creator, but yet recognize the absurdity of entertaining the idea? Is there a reason? Is that sane?
My idea of a religion that I would welcome is one that free thought, exploration, doubt, and belief are all encouraged. It would be a religion that is appologetic to science or other teachings (within reason), but yet with the teachings of the ideas of justice and honor in its roots. The single goal would be to bring people together in love and seek the truth of life's origins without any agenda to prove it either way, because many are stronger than one.
The problem I have with good 'ol Christianity is that the Bible gives no allowance in the end. It requires that you reach an unwavering decision to believe in god in order to benefit from its grace. I just don't see how that will be possible without divine intervention. So given my state of mind, what is the value of not believing in god, and what is the value of believing in god aside from current religious dogma or scriptural offerings of blessings?
This question goes back to the tangent, which has affected my viewpoint, which is my thesis: that human beings require a balance of rationality and spirit (ie emotion and intuition). It isn't healthy from a mental standpoint to rely solely on rationality, and I had to have 15 weeks of therapy to be convinced of this.
Maybe that is why religion exists, the reason for it: It serves many types of clients in different ways. It serves the introvert and extrovert in synergic fashion. Where we get into trouble is with the Bible thumpers who can't see anything past the scripture, who believe that everything is explained in scripture and there is no need for anything else. Who has the truth? You? Me? Jesus? Buddah? They all claim they have it, but only one can be correct...right? Maybe none have it. Or, maybe the scriptures have distorted the truth over generations and can't be trusted without testing.
I'm back in church now, but not in worship service. It pains me be in the midst of it and to know that not everyone, or perhaps no one has the truth and is singing praise to no one. I won't do it unless I mean it.
I'm attending an open forum styled Sunday school trying to find if anyone has a part of the truth. It cracks me up though that they assume that I am a believer just because I've been educated in scripture. I've only been going now for a few weeks, so I haven't had a chance to connect yet. But, honestly, it is helping me find good answers to the Christian truth (the one eluded to in the Bible). I am encouraged to find that there appears to be strong thinkers in the Christian community afterall. One of these may have a clue for me.