Bad language can be made up with good thoughts. You have demonstrated neither. If what you said is true, some of us might be willing to bend backwards and accommodate you if you are willing to improve. However, the bandwidth wasting childish behavior has to stop. Nobody here deserves to read that gibberish without meaningful content. Being hearing impaired is no excuse for bad grammar and spellings. My English is not that great either, but at least I make an effort to check my spellings if in doubt.
You need to think before you post, or otherwise don't post.