Hey no problem man. All that can be said is that you know you are here, so it must be possible that you are here. IMO, it's foolish to claim something outside of your knowability. There are an infinite number of scenarios as you describe. IMO, christianity says "no wait, I know! it was this!" with nothing but a book, written by men a LONG time ago to justify their conclusion. Hell you can believe what you want as is obvious, but it doesn't add up for me. I'm satisfied and thankful to exist. I'll leave the "afterlife" or "beforelife" business until I'm in one of those states, if possible. I don't think it's reasonable to believe "there's no chance for eternal life", but by the fact that you are currently in this form, you cannot really say much of what it might be like or what might get you to some other form after death or whatever. Bah nevermind. Same old same old and what you have works for you, so more power to you. (just don't tell my kids about that crap until they're old enough to reason for themselves please)