It is certainly a pity that man chooses to place his faith in created things instead of the Creator, who is forever praise Amen. :worship:
Have you seen the entire Kerb's cycle work or went through every single step of it for yourself or did you take the scientists word on it? It certain takes a lot of more faith to believe a bunch of formulas and the mathematical creations of man than to believe that there is a Creator, who has revealed Himself to us through history, generally through nature and specifically through Christ Jesus and His word.
My relationship with Christ Jesus is the most intimate relationship that I have. He is my knowledge, my strength, my courage, my motivation, my love, my righteousness, my everything, etc. Without Him I would be nothing, as good as dead, just as the trivial pursuits of knowledge (the knowledge of good or evil) placed us in this big mess. I love my Lord Christ Jesus with all my heart, all my soul, all my strength, and all my mind. I am a new creation in Christ Jesus with eternal life and salvation. That is why my name is Christenstein.
That is what Christ Jesus has done for me (showed me who I am as a son of God), way more than any scientific textbook or any discovery of science can ever do for me. For everything that I had lost, I have now found through Christ Jesus. Everything that I need, He provides. Science cannot fill that gap for me. And, since the scientific method is based on doubt and must be falsifiable, it makes faith in science ever more absurd.
For I was once lost and now I am found. For I once couldn't love, but now I can. That's what Christ Jesus did for me and more for He has given me life and gave me it abundantly.
Christenstein
Yikes, a personal account of your delusional journey to where you are now is not necessary, nor is it pertinent. But just as a personal side note of my own, I've felt the same way about all the stuff you feel about, and now, upon higher education, feel it to be profoundly dull and unsatisfying compared to the understanding of what I have now, especially concerning my place in it. We atheists are not immune to wonder, beauty, purpose, love, or anything else your 'sonship' may claim to have a monopoly over. Moving on.
I agree with only one thing you've said: "...it makes faith in science ever more absurd." You're absolutely right, faith has no place in science whatsoever. It only has a home in the absurd, which science is not.
But you seem to be suffering from the same intellectual plague that this other dude is. So to further pinpoint it and hopefully cure it from you, I'll ask some questions using a rhetorical situation, as to get a better map of your mind:
Someone approaches you with a sealed tube. You, having such a lovely day, are in a jubilant and curious mood, "What is in this tube you have here?" "Well," responds the person, "it is a vile of carbon monoxide." "Oh, I don't think I have ever come across that substance before!" you reply. "Of course you haven't," explains your newfound friend, "if you had come across it, you wouldn't be here right now, you'd be dead. Carbon monoxide is a colorless, odorless, and tasteless gas, that if inhaled in such a quantity as I have here, is seriously toxic." "Goodness..." you say pensively, "...that's a lot to claim for something that looks so much like regular air. How can I be so sure that what you're telling me is true?" The person you've befriended makes apparent his lab coat he's dressed in and explains, "I am a scientist. Not just any scientist, but an expert in the field of chemistry and I incessantly study gases like this for a living for the sake of knowledge itself."
Now to dramatize the scenario and reveal my point, let's say the you have to make a choice here. You can (a) believe what this scientist says and not breathe in the gas or (b) not believe what this scientist says and breathe in the gas for yourself.
Which option would you choose and why?