Im more of I dont know anything of this universe, I know I exist right now, who created me? why am I here? why cant I live forever? Is there a God? Why does this God create me only to kill me?...these questions arise and being alive for some time now, I question them and get answers not by what I think of or what other think of, but by observation. I notice that there are humans on this planet and that I am now this human, I also notice that Gods of which some humans speak of are nowhere to be seen. Without any answers with proof from anyone I now only believe in myself, myself only for I know that I currently exist, and I am a God in my own sense as everyone is in their own senses. Why do they wish to kneel before other God and how do they know that God exists? I wonder often. If I dont know if God exists than there is noone to kneel before. And if such God existed would I kneel before him?
Here's a standard definition of god
god
1. god \'ga:d also 'go.d\ n [ME, fr. OE; akin to OHG got god] 1: a being or
object believed to have more than natural attributes and powe rs and to
require man's worship; specif : one controlling a particular aspect or part
of reality 2: a person or thing of supreme value 3: a powerful ruler
2. God n : the supreme or ultimate reality : as : the Being perfect in
power, wisdom, and goodness whom men worship as cr eator and ruler of the
universe Christian Science : the incorporeal divine Principle ruling over
all as eternal Spirit : infinite Mind
notice how we don't fit it
If you want to call a man the president of the united states it implies that the man has substantial political sway in america - if you call some street sweeper the president (even if they happen to be american) its a misuse of terminology - for instance you are plagued by unlimited unanswered questions - god, being omniscient, is not
You seem to be saying that you are the closest thing you've experienced to being god - you also admit that your experience of the universe is not very extensive
I don't think it is appropriate that you title yourself god by default, anymore than a street sweeper should declare himself the president of america because the real president will not appear before him to prove he exists