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M*W: In all honesty, I have never felt betrayed except by the lies of christianity. No man had that kind of power over me. I was solely responsible for allowing christianity to control me. I allowed myself to be betrayed and then brought that same betrayal upon my children.
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Listen to me MW...God wants me to tell you that He is not the RCC. God is not the RCC, and you know this because you have experienced it. The Holy Spirit came upon you and told you the truth. And now you deny Him because you are hurt and bitter.
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M*W: I'm not hurt nor bitter. How could I be hurt and bitter from something that doesn't exist? Like I said, I take full responsibility for allowing myself to be duped... for a time. I didn't lose anything, you see, because it wasn't there in the first place.
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He did not lie to you...He is not a MAN so that He should lie. But the RCC is a group of MEN. He showed you the truth because He loves you and does not want you to be deceived. That is the truth. God is not the RCC. God is God, and will show Himself regardless of the will of men. The RCC is the whore...Revelation ch17. You know this. Now discard your pride and embrace the truth. Would you rather not know? God loves you and has plans for you MW...big plans. Please at least think about it...He's not gonna let this go.
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M*W: Discard my pride? What makes you think I'm prideful? Just because I won't succumb to your false reality? Please... you're pushing the lie here. Are you proud of yourself? If there's one thing in common all christians have, that is insatiable pride. That's why you people are always pushing your beliefs on the rest of us, like you've got something more than we have. You claim you want us to have what you have in your false reality, because you boast about it like you've just won the lottery!
Now you say that "God loves me and has plans for me." For god's sake, Lori, I'm retired now. I don't want anybody making any plans for me now. So, tell your god to leave me alone. He already had his chance to prove to me that he existed, and he failed. But you know what, I didn't fail. Everything I sat out to do when I was young, I accomplished without the hands of god stirring up shit in my life.
And why is it that when intelligent people have mental disorders that they start talking about god and jesus? That also goes for the homeless on street corners. Every bum that comes up to me begging for money always mentions jesus, god, or that I will be blessed if I give him some change. When I've offered them food, they threw it in the dumpster right before my eyes. Where was god then?
As the truth about christianity becomes manifest, christians get all panicky and try to gloss over the truth with a shiny facade. As c7 says, "a mask." That's all christianity, and all other religions are, is a "mask" to cover fear and doubt when it's much healthier to face that fear and doubt head first without the mask.
Lori, I appreciate your sentiment. I know you're a caring and compassionate person, and those attributes will take you farther in this life than any man-made religion. God didn't create you nor will you be saved by any dying demigod savior. Give yourself credit for overcoming your failures. Only you can save yourself, but saving yourself starts with forgiving yourself for doing things to yourself that were harmful. When you truly forgive yourself for your own self-destruction will you be able to move beyond that facade and live to the fullest.