Well you were luckier than me then, in my spare time we were forced to work. If I spent time reading it was considered a waste of time. It was a conflict though, for Dad would say "get a good education" but wouldn't allow us to read anything.
Well then, this:
Is that you being a troll?
Is your first problem. Insinuating that someone is being a troll because they posted a reference you didn't understand.
Maybe you need to examine yourself some more and spend some time trying to figure out how many of the problems you find dealing with atheists are actually reflections of your own attitude towards them.