non sequitur - you know that is not what the context was - we are talking philosophy and psychology, not medicine.
. . . Speaking of psychology, you seem obsessed with religion and all topics on atheism. I myself think spiritualism is an intensely personal issue. One can only come to know the source consciousness through personal experience, or on the contrary, by closing oneself off by being blind to the connection thereof.
No amount of discussion on a public forum will ever bring you closer to the divine, nor separate those who have made that connection. So why beat a horse that can't be resurrected through no will of your own?
Which brings us back to your parents. I speculate that your parents have foisted dogma unto you, which has clouded your soul. And, necessarily, public education, and Jesuit dogma in secondary and post secondary institutions of higher learning have all trained us to reject any notions of a higher consciousness by implying that if there were a higher consciousness, it must be anthropomorphized. I notice in all of your threads, your idea of a higher source consciousness is highly anthropomorphized, it is clear you lack the imagination to think outside the box to imagine a consciousness that could link the consciousness of all of humanity, with the consciousness of all of life, all of matter, and all of energy. Could you even conceive that the ground beneath you is conscious? Or that the trees beside you are conscious? Of course not, because your conception of "GOD" is human like, so trees and dirt couldn't be conscious like you. . . and the churches preach that dogs and cats have no entry to paradise. . .
And so all your threads are the same, they lack imagination and are futile attempts to reconcile the pain of imposed dogma upon higher spirit, a spirit that clearly wishes to be free. You are obviously very intelligent. Probably science hasn't provided any clues either, for the establishment doesn't give any clues to the answers either. If it did, it would explain consciousness. But it doesn't, and it can't.
If you wish to find that source of god, look for the source of consciousness. But be warned, you will not be allowed to discuss it here. There is no scientific proof where consciousness lay, or that it even exists. . . but you and I both know it is there, we experience it. It is experiential. The hard core scientist, the deluded atheist will tell you that it is an "illusion," and that, is where the conversation ends.