Your seeking enlightenment for selfish reasons, thats why your running in place, not getting anywhere.
I've used an altruistic aim and that worked, but you're right, my main focus is the mental clarity that comes with it.
Your seeking enlightenment for selfish reasons, thats why your running in place, not getting anywhere.
I've used an altruistic aim and that worked, but you're right, my main focus is the mental clarity that comes with it.
Your looking for a sudoku kit then. If your seeking mental abilities go to school.
Enlightenment is the revelation of the world around you, the interlacement of the cogs and wheels of the universe.
Enlightenment isn't meant to provide some selfish snot like you with 'mental clarity'.
That's why your failing, miserably.
When you die for real, you will see how ridiculous all this is.
Yet I'm not.
The shooting sensation up my spine and neck and brain is bringing me closer to that clarity.
I'm sorry to tell you but bringing about tingling/electric sensations in your face, spine, chest, back legs, arms, hands don't magically give you knowledge or higher intelligence. That feeling you are describing isn't even special. Many many many people can do it with little or no effort. If for some reason you start losing the distinction between "self" and "other" when you exercise that feeling then it means it has a particular side effect on you. Presumably you are getting less blood flow / activity to the parts of your brain that make that distinction.
Is this what hides...behind every guru?Well you gotta be some kinda foolfuck to be doin that shit. What kind of gay, stank, two penny prostitute did you visit to get that job? Your mom doesn't count.
i'm not sure i want to read that page.I am so sick like that. I've been feeling a shooting sensation up my spine, my neck and my brain. There is less of a deluded feeler and thinker, the 'I' is disappearing bit by bit and the actual is becoming increasingly apparent. There is an innocence in me that is also increasing not to mention the mental clarity that comes with the disappearance of the 'I'.
It all started two months ago when I read this page.
And what will be achieved?
in fact i'm sure of it.Total death of who I am.
Yet I'm not.
The shooting sensation up my spine and neck and brain is bringing me closer to that clarity.
Holy shit... it's Crunchy Cat. Crunchy Keeyaaat! It's a mutation of the brain, not a decreased blood flow to it. I also notice you still have "Buttmaster" under your occupations. Well you gotta be some kinda foolfuck to be doin that shit. What kind of gay, stank, two penny prostitute did you visit to get that job? Your mom doesn't count.
Holy shit... it's Crunchy Cat. Crunchy Keeyaaat! It's a mutation of the brain, not a decreased blood flow to it.
I also notice you still have "Buttmaster" under your occupations. Well you gotta be some kinda foolfuck to be doin that shit. What kind of gay, stank, two penny prostitute did you visit to get that job? Your mom doesn't count.
Have you confirmed that with an MRI?
What are you talking about? You're my #1 customer. Nice non-seq though.
At first I thought you were some newly "saved" and out to preach about oblivious bliss, but now I'm starting to like you.
Dude, I get that feeling by flexing my legs and abdomen. Big deal, its called anatomy. your no different then the rest of us.
And you can't feel you brain dude, at least not in that way.
I should correct that. The mutation, the "turning over", is castrating the feeling being from the brain and thus no 'I' is coming into view gradually. No identity. No 'me', 'myself' or 'I'.
Uhh, okay.
Dude, I get that feeling by flexing my legs and abdomen. Big deal, its called anatomy. your no different then the rest of us.
And you can't feel you brain dude, at least not in that way.
well if thats the case his argument about dying in record time is BS. People have been beating him at that game since time immemorial ....That's why he said it was death.
Its not even an achievementIt's not a contest.