Much like Adam, I learned a lot in the military. Both what I thought I was capable of and what I really was capable of. That I was good at what I did. Too damn good. I also learned I could be anywhere in the world, at an time, within in 24 hours. No, the plane doesn't stop to let you out. (I will not go into rough spots encountered. Nor when or where.)
I learned just how easy and just how quick you can make a mess of someone's life, an area, or a country. Blowing things up is rather easy, so is killing. You can never go back and say, "Wished it didn't have to be this way." You do what you have to do to stay alive. It isn't pretty.
Now if you want to talk emotion that is the final answer. No one comes back to talk to you except in your dreams. Those dreams stay with you the rest of your life. You learn there is a veneer, a skin over reality that can change in an instant. A way of looking at things that is not naturally what you are born with. It has to be developed. The military does that; that too you remember the rest of your life. Somewhere always, there is that corner, that recess, in the back of your mind that is looking, independent of you and your consciousness that is guardedly looking at things from the survival mode.
Where is this going? Simple. Emotions charge things. Emotions make you respond without thinking. After all, where did we get the coined phrase of "Going Postal"? Some nut took it personal and responded in person. Too many are the examples that arise when emotions get involved. Seems pretty far out for the topic doesn't it? After all you're just a personality behind a computer.
To respect someone, doesn't mean you have the ability to rule over their lives. Each person deserves a modicum of respect, be it wary or be it familiar. To be one to toss out common degradations as we have seen, only fans the fires. In many cases that is not smart. I have also seen too many bottles broken up on someone's head when they forgot that. Too many knives and too many guns. As you do here, so will you do in life. The real one. Consider carefully how you respond, one day you may well face what you have sown. There will not be a computer screen to filter the response then…
It is so easy to just be nice. Doesn't cost anything, doesn't tax you. I have been occasionally noted to be "thin skinned". As I said there is always that recess that looks...
I learned just how easy and just how quick you can make a mess of someone's life, an area, or a country. Blowing things up is rather easy, so is killing. You can never go back and say, "Wished it didn't have to be this way." You do what you have to do to stay alive. It isn't pretty.
Now if you want to talk emotion that is the final answer. No one comes back to talk to you except in your dreams. Those dreams stay with you the rest of your life. You learn there is a veneer, a skin over reality that can change in an instant. A way of looking at things that is not naturally what you are born with. It has to be developed. The military does that; that too you remember the rest of your life. Somewhere always, there is that corner, that recess, in the back of your mind that is looking, independent of you and your consciousness that is guardedly looking at things from the survival mode.
Where is this going? Simple. Emotions charge things. Emotions make you respond without thinking. After all, where did we get the coined phrase of "Going Postal"? Some nut took it personal and responded in person. Too many are the examples that arise when emotions get involved. Seems pretty far out for the topic doesn't it? After all you're just a personality behind a computer.
To respect someone, doesn't mean you have the ability to rule over their lives. Each person deserves a modicum of respect, be it wary or be it familiar. To be one to toss out common degradations as we have seen, only fans the fires. In many cases that is not smart. I have also seen too many bottles broken up on someone's head when they forgot that. Too many knives and too many guns. As you do here, so will you do in life. The real one. Consider carefully how you respond, one day you may well face what you have sown. There will not be a computer screen to filter the response then…
It is so easy to just be nice. Doesn't cost anything, doesn't tax you. I have been occasionally noted to be "thin skinned". As I said there is always that recess that looks...