no, i mean i was told that, and i wouldn't have been told that if it didn't mean anything.
come on spider you know the story.
god tells me to write a letter to somebody i don't know and i think it's a dumb idea and i try to get out of doing it. in the meantime the somebody gets sick and god tells me to send him flowers. i thought that was less awkward. so i sit down to write "get well soon. love, lori" and seven paragraphs of beautiful poetry comes of me. i continued to channel poetry from some being who was apparently not used to inhabiting a body! and in the middle of channeling the poetry god tells me to go get my bible and read the book of revelations. i did and when i got to chapter 12 i was interrupted by some other bizarre spiritual interaction, and then i'm told that i am the woman in chapter 12. then led to 2 john and told i was the lady this letter's addressed to, and then to the very end of the bible, and told i was the tree of life. and that wasn't the end of it.
now i don't know about your brain spider, but i am telling you with absolutely no uncertainty, that mine isn't capable of coming up with some shit like that.