Here i used "consciousness" as one subset of big C "Consciousness" which in my mind consists of various types.
And yes, I do mean aware, and although it is still up for debate whether our higher awareness (beyond the basic animal function) is valid or just concocted out of thin air, all of our thinking has to take place inside this awareness or be evaluated by it, so I have to give it a chance to work.
Being born into undifferentiated Nirvana might be an option, but being a creature seems to be part of the game - so, basically, self-consciousness and other-consciousness are just two necessary parts of this "consciousness" I was mentioning. These parts need to be created somehow. This messed up place does a good job of that. Maybe us moving past that is the part God was too optimistic about.
Myles - regarding this type of questioning - "a wise man can see more from a well than a fool can from a mountaintop".
sam - we are special, even if it is if only because we think we are, and there is nothing to conclusively contradict the thought.