Actually I'm looking forward to my death.
I'm getting tired of life and everything and the way I see it life is mostly bullshit.
So after I finally die there is no more bullshit:
1. No more pain of rejection from pretty women who will always reject guys like me.
2. No more depression, loneliness and sadness.
3. No more ugliness or people making of fun of me because I'm really ugly.
4. No more of my constant craving for food and drink all the time
5. No more extreme pain and constant fear of injuries.
6. I also have this constant worry of becoming homeless and being forced to sleep on the streets with no place to take a warm shower and no soft bed to sleep on at night. In fact this is one of my biggest fears.
7. I also have this constant fear of going to jail for a very very long time and trust me, jails where I live are not a place you want to be in for a long time.
Death is superior to life and in this I'm 100% certain because life is mostly bullshit.