It's all a bunch of "yada, yada, yada"!
Yeah, you're damn right. Yesterday a jewish person told me the same you did- but to ask their god, Hashem. The day before it was a different religion, and so on..... You all think you are right and every other belief is complete bollocks. It's sickening frankly.
But just out of curiosity i did as you said... I even ended up crying to hear god. I fell down on my knees, trembling, wishing above all other things that God would come to me....
Know what happened? Fuck all.
It will happen im sure.... when i have a near death occurence and my mind loses its stability for rational thought. It's like Stockholm? syndrome or whatever where abductees fall in love with their abductors.... It's the minds way of self comfort. I see exactly the same thing here.
If it pleases you, and its what you believe then continue as you are, however dont get so self righteous and naive to talk of courage and 'willing to be wrong'- unless you include yourself in that. Are you willing to accept you might be wrong about god? If not why ever have the audacity to assume others must? Your belief is a belief and nothing more. All you have are thoughts in your head. I love peoples freedom to believe what they want, what i hate is the self righteous attitude that comes with belief and an unwillingness to accept anything else as remote possibility over yours.
The jews: wrong, hindus: wrong, buddhists: wrong, etc etc christians: completely totally 100% no arguments correct. What a fucking load of shit.