To be honest, the first thing that occurred to me was, What if you're a rape victim?
Well I guess i get a little tripped up between someone having been victimized and someone believing themselves to be a victim. It seems like a state of mind to me that as I mentioned, virtually anyone could end up feeling given some horrific event or whatever. I suppose maybe it's just the self-reference "I'm a victim of" that bothers me for some reason. I think it simply seems indicative of some sort of surrender on the part of the person making that claim. Perhaps I'm just trying to sort out the dogma that seems fairly well epitomized by the two mothers arguing with each other in that documentary. It's self-preservation vs. self-preservation.
I really do think the suicide bomber for instance, thought she was doing the right thing, but it brings up all sorts of questions. It would seem if 'victimization' could be minimized, or rather that was the intention of the parties involved - stuff would suck less. But then I'm awash with circumstances that are just imaginary to me, knowing I can't really get the full effect of living someone else's life.
Which would seem to complicate the whole thing, but then I decided I had the wrong context.
Yeah that does complicate it but does seem a fair objection to a sweeping use of the term. I'm trying very poorly to sort it out.
I mean, sure, it's a form of oppression, but it strikes me as being of the wrong context.
I guess maybe it's just that to me, in my fairly comfy perception of my circumstance it's easy to consider that it's okay for others to recognize a misdeed by saying someone was victimized, but you can't really say it about yourself in a complaining kind of way and maintain any credibility as once an event has occured, it doesn't get undone. Perhaps it rubs me wrong because it violates acceptance.
So I tried flipping it up to sexism. Women fought to be something more than property to be traded away for sociopolitical benefits (e.g. romantic/love-based marriage); women fought for the right to vote; women are still fighting for equal pay and also to keep sovereign control over their bodies°.
Whilst I recognize all that to whatever extent, it seems rather circumstantial. Maybe I just can't see past the individual.
When did they stop being victims of sexism?
Well hell everyone's a victim of some sort of ismishness. I guess that doesn't make it any less of a victim thingy, but when you're fighting against it - the expression of that fight is a practice of freedom given whatever circumstance you're limited by? Every person has their own cross to bear. In fighting against whatever limits one's capacity, one is not being victimized. They fight for what they believe. Hmmm. Bah. I dunno. I keep feeling like I'm brushing up close to a point and losing it.
Regardless, I think maybe they stop being victims when they start to fight against it.
How do you know you're a victim? Rape? Okay fairly cut and dry. Sexism? Hmm.. sometimes more gray. If you decide you're a victim, are you? Who says? If so, how long do you stay that way? If not, why not and again, who says? On and on is pointless I guess. Meh.
I'm mostly thinking of the victim "state of mind", but keep skittering around without enough focus on it.
Or have I missed the context again?
I'd have to clearly establish one for you to miss it. I was just thinking about that conversation between the parents in the documentary and thought i had something important to say for a minute.
Anyway, it's what comes to mind at ten to four in the morning. Let me know.
Well that's all I can muster atm, weaksauce that it is.
° sovereign control over their bodies — Perhaps it's a digression, but if the solution to the abortion question is that women should stop being so "sexually irresponsible", where does that leave, well, men?
Horny, gay, creepy or any combination thereof.
You know, like, the men who ask the women to be "sexually irresponsible"?
Lol, well - it's not like it isn't basically compulsory. Many guys never learn to really reign that thing in. I think many minds are rather fragmented in this regard. "gotta get laid" trumps "be responsible and respectful" as much as it does, which is apparently fairly often. We both probably know a bit about that... hehe.
Mind you I don't mean to make excuses, but rather report what seems undeniable - people want sex. Some people try to live responsibly with the repurcussions, others run.
I mean, if women said, collectively, "Fine, we're factories, but production runs on our schedule," and stopped having sex with men unless they intended to reproduce, human society would go insane.
Yeah biology is a jackass but ... we're stuck with it for now. Really the sexual side of humanity disgusts me on an intellectual level. I really feel rather prudish when I consider the reality of it and how liken to dogs farking in the street we are. But then I really like boobies and stuff, so it's confusing. Lol. Not that confusing actually after having relegated it to simply 'how it is'.
It's just that the two women just couldn't relate. The mother of the suicide bomber was proud of her daughter. The mother of the girl, same age, looked very similar, you should watch it if you haven't.. anyway she couldn't get where the other lady was coming from. I thought for a moment as I was watching it I saw a thread of commonality I could coax from it and exploit for a larger point, but as I toy with the ideas it dances around me, mocking me. The thing seems to be that the capacity to relate to one another's circumstances are mutually exclusive until there is a common choice to the contrary.
And then also, there seemed something more wrong with the palestinian lady's rhetoric than the israeli lady's. She accepted martyrdom. She accepted her role as a slave to islam basically, her fate pre-ordained by allah. Her daughter blew herself up because of god's will. She basically said as long as Israel exists in palestine, it is god's will for martyr's to kill israeli's (deducing a smidge from her comments). To me her status in her own mind as a victim of the state of Israel (which I'm not saying she isn't) justified to her beyond question again that it was god's will to fight. To her, palestine is her land and give it back, share it fully or die. I can't say as I blame her I guess, because to her that's real. But is it? How real?
Meh all in all, nature forces a balance regardless of whether there are humans around to appreciate it. Revenge is really a terrifyingly low pivot-point for human misery. How else to fill the void eh? One of the sisters of the girl who blew herself up (i think, i might have it backwards, might have been the israeli girl's sister) was sobbign uncontrollably and screaming how she would "kill 30 people for you" or something. SO SO sad.