paranoid! good grief. does everyone seem to be losing their marbles? I said over many times, I AM NOT THE ONLY ONE WITNESSING THESE THINGS! so please stop the retarded responses. if i was the only one seeing this than i could understand. but right now you guys need to pull your heads out of your butts. because this is getting stupid. I told you, someone is blocking my mail, sending viruses to my computer. that is facts baby. no paranoia here. seeking identities. throw in name calling and freezing posts and you got people maliciously attacking me no matter where i go. why would i put up with this if i were lying? because of no choice. hoping to break through what ever your after and get across these are facts. not dillusional fiction or games. if someone took this serious would of been able to get evidence long ago. its the bringing back ants or my talking about my body gots everyones deaf ear? how convient!
Most people get spam and possible a few viruses sent too, not because they are singled out but because those that send the things write code to send crap to everyone. That way nobody knows who the true targets are which in turn makes it a lot more difficult to identify those responsible for identifying "motive" in relationship to victims.
A decent Anti-virus program will help deal with attempted viral attacks, however if your system has already been compromised, getting an anti-virus package might be counter-productive. In those rare situations, your system will likely need a complete reload, just to make sure there is nothing left to exploit with.
This forum has a few problems that aren't hacker related, the occasional slowdown during 30 minutes each day (which might cause people to not be able to connected) and sometimes post editing hangs. Again nothing to do with hackers.
Email being "Blocked" can actually be caused by your ISP or Domain being listed in an anti-spam list (anti-spam blocking systems usually watch for specific spam traffic or in rare cases is built based upon what mail users have stated/voted), check against such sites as spamhaus.org for your ISP/domain name to make sure it's not being blocked.
As for what you've seen or believe, please remember whatever you state people are going to call your bluff, some will even do it as a Troll to watch you become enraged etc, in fact some might even see you a Troll trying to get people to interact with your belief's at your posed level. In either case it's always mind games, so it's best to just ignore those that you feel are attempting to undermine your perspective.
If your posts have any content of merit, then people will attempt to communicate with you without resorting to belittling or name calling, just remember to keep your cool.