I wouldn't be surprised if you can sense the difference between male and female operators. The men can come across as one or other archetype, either that of someone with a Phd and therefore professional approach, or like an undergraduate that doesn't take their position seriously.
The female operators will likely come across as more empathetic and likely more associated with Psychology.
When the cats away (the guy or girl with the Phd) the mice will place (Mostly the male undergrad's)
Military's and defense contractors rely upon it being diagnosed as Schizophrenia it aids in their "deniability". People that don't care to understand or haven't observed it first hand will automatically assume it to be a psychiatric condition.
Historically the Russian's during the cold war used a tactic of forcing authors of potential press leaks into mental hospitals so they would become an unreliable source. (This is not implying that the operation is conducted by Russians, in fact they are probably also likely "out of the loop" on this one although you'll always find scraps of information about "Psychotropics" out there.)
Manipulation of a person through either implanting thoughts they don't want or body functions seems to be in-line with certain interrogation methods, where a person is broken down and then rebuild with an infused trust relationship. It's very similar to the "Stockholm Syndrome", the intention being that once you realise you can't escape and you aren't necessarily in full control, you'll likely be more subservient towards their operations. Now that you understand this though, it's up to you to decide if you want to resist.
I had similar concerns, the what if's were like this:
- What if they used the equipment on children that experiment with their sexuality privately, does this mean there is a number of "Paedophiles" out there that currently can't be pointed at because of some clandestine method of secrecy and possible government deniability.
- What if a person is manipulated by their operators to commit a hate crime, murder or rape? While they are indeed guilty of their act, their "Accomplices" get away scot free, ready to commit another atrocity another day.
- What if the operators were pro-homosexual and decided that because the standard depiction of nature suggests that homosexuals wouldn't survive since they technically do not breed to survive, they utilise the equipment to manipulate people to become homosexual just to keep their prospective partner list optimised.
- What if a country's government wants to have more young people involve themselves by becoming military personnel. Rather than issuing a controversial draft system or canvassing prospective students that might cause complaints of "Cold calling", again they can manipulate the individual to make the decision themselves. Kind of a "Psyonic draft".
If you turn to medicine then you've already submitted to the notion that it's psychiatric. While chemical could potentially make you feel easier, more relaxed etc, they won't block something that is coming from an external source. You can try it yourself, however I warn you now Psychiatrists will never inform you of the side-effects of the drugs that you would become Physically dependent upon and when you realise that the drugs don't work, you'll have to go through the process of kicking the dependency.
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TEMPEST shielding is likely what you'll want to look at, from my own observations the radiology used is "Non-ionizing", it definitely sites in the infra-red, Microwave and low UV spectrum (The same spectrum used for Mobile Telecommunications). This means that you could end up being heated marginally, however the "Blood barrier" is assume to absorb the heat and allow cooling through your whole body.
Once you are matriced, they won't turn it off for any duration of time because if they did they would have to re-syncronise their equipment with you. This could cause problems (or at least could 10 years ago) in regards to the inner ear and ventricles suffering from mismatch oscillations. (It can generate a localised form of "The Bends" which likely won't show up in blood tests)
Obviously if you paid out to have a room done, pick the Bedroom, you can then sleep easily and might even find the sleep "Dreamless"... If you do I would actually like to hear about it, as I have a little "Digital Physics" hypothesis that might aid in making a lot of sense about everything.
Incidentally I'm UK based, The equipment has been used both while I was in Scotland and the US (Even if your telephone reports there is no signal, that is just your line carrier, it doesn't mean there isn't a signal on another carrier. I mention this because I really was out in the boonies there)
If you want to talk further about it, then you can PM me through the forum software or I could drop an email to you through your website, entirely up to you. Obviously talking about it would be extremely useful for the both of us, as we can try to aid in proving it, or aid in generating a support group on the subject.
In honesty I would like to try and find more people like us and get them to meet up, as although I'm not involved in the operation of misuse, I can see a method of potentially Hijacking what they have been doing and taking it over, turning what operations they have been doing into a useful tool that we have control over.)
Don't panic you dont seem to have schizophrenia because your not tossing word salad around. I think with anti-psychotics you should be able to live a normal life. May I ask how old you are?
