Yeah!
Redarmy11, you're a cheeky bastard and I for one adore you for that.
You should play poker BTW ( I know you already do).
I think you should lean to the "dark side" of the fence and hope like Hell ( whoops, unintentional reference slipping out as part of an atheists natural turn of phrase) that you get sucked down into the gloomy "eternal hellfire" defying realm.
Come play with us, no-one will guilt you out for swearing, letting fly with the odd politically incorrect statement( forgiveness is ours, we fear not the wrath of our "creator", we love you for having the life that is yours to live, LIVE!), yes folks, as an atheist it is unsaid that every moment is savoured for the realtime occurrence that it is, no second chances, no second takes, no rewind and start the B grade movie in the soft lens vision of the glowing afterlife.
Come on Redarmy, throw caution to the wind, live like there's no tomorrow, because there isn't. You die, that's it, you lived. You will live on in the memory of people who knew you and loved you, not as a soul, an angel or a prisoner of evil incarnate. That is SO preposterous, so unbelievable that any intelligent person with real cognitive and rational thoughts or abilities will denounce it as utter tripe( and rest easy in the comfortable knowledge that any Creator of the Universe and all who dwell within it as beings created in "his" image will have no spurious intentions for his sons and daughters, he would in fact regard his own atheist offspring as crazy little rebel rousters who showed some spunk and got a bit confused along the way.)
Really, Redarmy11, you see at having three choices, Stay agnostic, become a Christian( which, if everyone on sciforums who truly "believes" is anything to go by, sell your sense of humour to the...the...De..., no, not the devil, beesibub or Satan, but to the big chappie himself! Aaaarrrggghhh!!!! I implore you redarmy, don't do it, humour makes the world go around and your humour is sacred( I mean this wholeheartedly, Redarmy is one humourously gifted dude...rare humour welldone is like a stake in the heart of the Theist, bleeding and bloody. Well done humour is rare and Redarmy's humour is like a steak on the plate of the atheist, warm, moist and tasting of life!
Vital One nearly had it with the good samaritan reference, The priest was pathetic, the samaritan was beyond reproach, he cared and that was what mattered.
The whole thing about knowing God, feeling God, loving God and having God love you and living all the light, the way, the love, the good, the sweet, the lovely, the rainbows, puppydogs and ....stuff, is that it's only half the story.
Oh yeah! the pain, the suffering, the injustice etc.. and on (we all know that story)they are all part of living too and no amount of pretending( wanting to believe in the light, the way, the love and eternal sunshine and having God shining through you you like a prism) will actually spare you from the pain.
So Redarmy, believe as you do in the good, the bad and the ugly and have the strength to embrace it all as the bittersweet life it is.
Retain your wonderful cynicism, your wicked tangential slant on life.
There is no God. We are here. We can't explain why, we really don't need to. But please don't sell out to the " it's all too hard, scary, unexplainable etc." Stick with the "science" or not but don't say " it's nice and easy to believe in a magnanimous God"
And again, there lies the crux of the matter, if there's a God, He is magnanimous and a few swear words and having a healthy inquisitive and questioning mind will certainly not condemn you to an afterlife of pain.