@Aqueous Id - my mother worked on a hospital so when I was a kid I spent some of my childhood in the hospital, listen to patient's stories and see them and their problems. Later, I infiltrated for many many years under different pretexts in a mental illness hospital to observer patients with mental problems.
You will be amazed how smart they are some of them or how badly and severe problems have others of them.
@scheherazade - My journal is about change, as change is the essence of the universe. If nothing will not change, everything will be like frozen, and it will be like nothing will exists. So everything starts with a change. Just like the lobster story, if all the things will be the same everytime.. there will be no different results.
The same with the brain, playing all the time with the same information or the same way, you'll never pass a certain barrier.
@Dywyddyr - I'm not attacking you, I'm challenging your mind to see the complete puzzle, because you chosed to know only a portion of truth about me. Because simply telling you, will never work, as you will disconsider it before you understand. I never quit on a man until I'll make him understands me correctly and they all end up saying "Ooooh, now I see". You will be no different from other people, it's impossible not to understand me correctly now.. or later.
So I will repeat in new words what is it about: It is about change (I'll keep repeating that until you understand). I'm not a genius, I cannot be from the simple fact that I don't even want to use my mind. The entire journal is about a long string of changes that I met and survived to them by chance. Put in a single human this elements: birth, death, poverty, richness, different environments, different diseases, different accidents. Can you imagine how hard is to be stabbed, shot, stroke by two lightnings and go through three clinical deaths? You do not have to be a genius to understand how small is the chance to still be alive after all these experiences.
It's nothing genius in having accidents! I was asking myself if going through all these long string of different experiences, all this changes I lived could actually be science, because I didn't stop after only one experience, I kept going with new and new ones. The journal is not an evidence, it is a document help me find other people's conclusions about what happened.
Your conclusion is that its rubbish, but other people are entitled to an opinion too. It is no problem that you consider it rubbish, but I have to make sure that you understand correctly. I know that you are smart enough to understand that I'm actually not claiming anything, but just asking myself, you and others: "all these experiences I lived, was it just a long row of coincidences or there is actually a chance that the way I took the decisions could had actually be the reason I'm still alive".
Because if it wasn't chance, then not even you can't deny, that if it can be repeated by others, it will save a lot of lives. This way my mind works and the way I think, call it "telepathy", call it chance, call it however you want, I named it omnix.. and it looks like this: "(each element taken as one, taken as many, taken as all or taken as none) in the same time".It's nothing genius about that, is just one or more brain injuries that came after all this accidents I had and it's helping me find the right changes every time I think like that.
If you really want to make a change you can came up with an idea on how to show that I'm thinking in four different ways in the same time. Otherwise, I noted your opinion, my journal is rubbish, so everything you say from now on it doesn't add any new value to the conversation..
You will be amazed how smart they are some of them or how badly and severe problems have others of them.
@scheherazade - My journal is about change, as change is the essence of the universe. If nothing will not change, everything will be like frozen, and it will be like nothing will exists. So everything starts with a change. Just like the lobster story, if all the things will be the same everytime.. there will be no different results.
The same with the brain, playing all the time with the same information or the same way, you'll never pass a certain barrier.
@Dywyddyr - I'm not attacking you, I'm challenging your mind to see the complete puzzle, because you chosed to know only a portion of truth about me. Because simply telling you, will never work, as you will disconsider it before you understand. I never quit on a man until I'll make him understands me correctly and they all end up saying "Ooooh, now I see". You will be no different from other people, it's impossible not to understand me correctly now.. or later.
So I will repeat in new words what is it about: It is about change (I'll keep repeating that until you understand). I'm not a genius, I cannot be from the simple fact that I don't even want to use my mind. The entire journal is about a long string of changes that I met and survived to them by chance. Put in a single human this elements: birth, death, poverty, richness, different environments, different diseases, different accidents. Can you imagine how hard is to be stabbed, shot, stroke by two lightnings and go through three clinical deaths? You do not have to be a genius to understand how small is the chance to still be alive after all these experiences.
It's nothing genius in having accidents! I was asking myself if going through all these long string of different experiences, all this changes I lived could actually be science, because I didn't stop after only one experience, I kept going with new and new ones. The journal is not an evidence, it is a document help me find other people's conclusions about what happened.
Your conclusion is that its rubbish, but other people are entitled to an opinion too. It is no problem that you consider it rubbish, but I have to make sure that you understand correctly. I know that you are smart enough to understand that I'm actually not claiming anything, but just asking myself, you and others: "all these experiences I lived, was it just a long row of coincidences or there is actually a chance that the way I took the decisions could had actually be the reason I'm still alive".
Because if it wasn't chance, then not even you can't deny, that if it can be repeated by others, it will save a lot of lives. This way my mind works and the way I think, call it "telepathy", call it chance, call it however you want, I named it omnix.. and it looks like this: "(each element taken as one, taken as many, taken as all or taken as none) in the same time".It's nothing genius about that, is just one or more brain injuries that came after all this accidents I had and it's helping me find the right changes every time I think like that.
If you really want to make a change you can came up with an idea on how to show that I'm thinking in four different ways in the same time. Otherwise, I noted your opinion, my journal is rubbish, so everything you say from now on it doesn't add any new value to the conversation..