Jan Ardena:
That was an interesting response from you. You chopped up my posts, jumbled them up and then vaguely replied in an almost random order. Initially you tried to avoid addressing the whole "true for me" vs "true for you" problem. I imagine a kind of mental struggle with yourself there. But then you got over it and reverted to your usual evasions and dismissals.
It appears that we've reached the point in our discussions where you have, in effect, admitted that belief in God is irrational. It is a matter of the "heart" rather than the "mind". And the reason why people such as myself are atheists, according to you is that our "hearts" are wrong.
What it all boils down to, as far as I can tell, is that you'd advise anybody looking for God to just earnestly
want to believe, for no rational reason. Rather, they should "open their heart" and God will flood in. Once you're accepted God, then you can rationalise all you want to make yourself believe that your acceptance of God can be justified in the mind as well as in the gut (heart). But it's that
feeling in the heart that will get you over the line.
One thing one should never do, of course, is to critically examine with the mind that genuine fuzzy feeling in the heart that God just
Is, with a capital "I". Therein lies great danger. Therein lies the dark temptation of evil atheism. If you're a smart theist, you don't ever want to go there.
How do you know that God isn't just a fantasy in your mind? Because you
feel God in your heart. God
Is there. Without God, you would be nothing, diminished, worthless, you feel. You wouldn't be able to rely on God to care for and protect you. There'd be no
plan for the universe and for human beings. All would be chaos and disorder. Disaster to be avoided at all costs.
So, if any trumped-up philosopher or atheist tries to tell you that what you feel so deeply in your heart is unjustifiable on any rational grounds, show that philosopher your middle finger. You
can magically "just know" that God is real, regardless of what he and his silly "logic" and "reasoning" might tell him. And even though you know you won't convince him that you can
just know about things supernaturally, in your heart, you know that you
can know things that way. And that's good enough for you. You don't need to convince anybody but yourself, and you did that long ago! You can leave it to the God who you know exists to deal with the silly atheist who won't open his heart.
But you don't want to make yourself look unreasonable when in discussion with these deluded philosopher types who are so hung up on reason that they refuse to think with their hearts. So, at all times try to hide your faith. Answer questions with questions. Never give away too much about what you believe or why you believe it, or your belief might end up looking empty from the outside. Appeal to deepities wherever possible. Don't ever be clear about God. Talk always in riddles. That will keep them busy, and distract attention - perhaps just long enough for God to get to their evil hearts.
Is this how it is with you, Jan?
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I will reply to your posts in the order you posted them.
Why do you think God could be perverse?
God, you tell me, is the grand Creator of everything. We all are part of God, you tell me. And yet, this God chooses to hide himself away from some of us. He allows great evil in his world. He acts as if he just doesn't
care, despite having gone to all the trouble to create the whole box and dice in the first place.
This is what makes me thing that God (if he exists) could be perverse. There's a simpler explanation that accounts for the problem of evil and the like, of course.
Why don't you see yourself as perverse?
Statistically speaking, I
am perverse. Very much so. The majority of the people in this world of ours believe in some form of supernatural deity or other supernatural force or being. We atheists are a smallish (although rapidly growing) minority.
I recognise that you find it perverse that people like me don't buy into what you have to sell. On the other hand, I think you, personally, might have a greater chance of successfully converting somebody like me if you would be open and honest about your own beliefs. I know that in a place like sciforums you are understandably worried about opening yourself to personal attacks and criticism for your beliefs, so I understand why you are so closed.
You need to sort out you angst with God (maybe that is why you're atheist), and leave me out of it.
I have no angst with God. God probably doesn't exist. I
did have some degree of angst in reaching that conclusion in the first place, but that was quite a long time ago. It was a matter I considered quite carefully over years. But I assure you that I'm very comfortable indeed with the position I hold now.
''The fool doth say in his heart, there is no God''. Maybe that will answer your questions.
I don't tend to think with my heart. I use my brain for that.
I know, I know. You're going to tell me that I should let my heart rule and just
believe, like you do. But why? What would be the good of that?
What religious perspective?
If you don't want me to answer questions with questions, then stop talking about my religion. I've discussed it with no one here, and I'm not going to, as it is totally not necessary.
You presume to be a cipher. Rather than being open about what you believe and why you believe it, instead you present yourself here as a kind of mystical version of Socrates. Answering questions with questions is something you do to avoid ever having to commit to anything. I think this is because you know that if we were to penetrate the surface with you, we'd find there's not much there that's as profound as you'd like us to believe.
Nevertheless, from what you've written from time to time I have some idea about your religious beliefs. You're a "build your own" kind of guy. You've chosen a selection of your favorite "scriptures" and cobbled them together into something that makes sense for you. But you'd rather not test your ideas against anybody else's, atheist or theist, because you probably fear they might find fault in them. Your religion is a private religion, as far as I can tell; a religion of just one person.
But you're right. We needn't discuss it, and I doubt we ever will.