I only believe in what sounds natural and rational to me. I disagree with many scientific theories like the Big Bang theory, and both General Relativity and Quantum physics are partly screwed up and they don't work together.
I'm sure the many years of arduous study in those fields have given you the conceptual and mathematical skills to fully comprehend the disagreements you refer, while maintaining a level of expertice such that you may present those arguments to those who do consider them natural and rational.
I look forward to your series of papers outlining the finds.
The true science of reality cannot be physics, since the world is not physical. "Metaphysics", the science of consciousness, is the science of the future.
Physics does explain much of how nature works and can make accurate predictions that are quite useful. Metaphysics does neither and only tends to feed ones notions of how they want things to work.
I don't believe in fantasies or mystic things. They sound mystic to you only because you don't understand them. My "fantasies" are in your own mind.
Then they be in the minds of many others and we all share them.