Originally posted by Marigny
That always made me wonder...
you know the passages in the bible, where Job gets struck down; loses his wife, children, home, etc--the whole thing and it was planned from the beginning. Ie,Satan goes to God and asks to mess up one of his most "faithful"followers and here is God, musing upon his mighty throne...
Probably rubbing his white beard and saying, yeahhhh. You know, go ahead, let's test him out.
So Satan does his thing, nearly destroys Jobs spirit..
and in the end, the moral here is, if you keep your faith strong, you will be rewarded TWOfold so the poor guy--who isn't poor anymore--gets an upgrade; more beautiful wife, happier and healthier children, a bigger house.
Something just doesn't seem right there. I know the moral of it and the pep talks of suffering till you get to understand...
I can go on about different areas of where Satan was mentioned and argue why this and why that.
oh my... you have seriously hit a nerve for me... the pain is quite acute at the moment... for the last 3 days i have been cursing them both... not that i ever truly believed in the whole God in the heavens and Devil in hell thing but for some reason, lately, i hate both concepts...
i hate the concept of God for his sheer abandonment issues of his "supposed" children... leaving us to fend for ourselves in the serpent's lair but i hate the Devil concept for his "hands wrapped around my throat feeling" he always leaves me with... i feel like a pawn in a game... as was Job... used to prove a freakin point... not only do i hate God for allowing us to suffer so much, but for making us in the first place (if you believe in that of course)... i don't even care anymore if there is a god or a hell, in essence i wish i never came into existence... why is this apparent merciful almighty one such a sadist? why is our suffering and torture a source of amusement or learning for him/her/it? are we guinea pigs in a sense or are we just so much fun to dismantle and destroy that he just keeps doing it over and over again for pure pleasures sake?
don't give me any horseshit about him knowing what is best and wanting us to live for him... why did he bring us here? to appease him? because he was bored? because he was tired of being the almighty, alone with no one but freakin seraphims and archangels to worship him? why would he allow such treachery in his own kingdom as he did with Lucipher? because it's fun to see how truly powerful and omnipotent he is? ridiculous if you think about it really... God and the Devil sound so preposterous and contrived themselves that we inferior minded humans can't wait to eat it up like the drivel they call news on CNN...
because if both DO exist... they are nothing but bastards and i loathe their very images... i hear and see the injustice in our world and i hate humans for that but i hate the fact that we are so easily persuaded into believing something that is more than likely total horse crap... we are made (forced in my opinion) to adopt maxims and dogmas that remain unproven and rest on ideologies we simply cannot concur with...
believe you say? that's crap too, believe in what? that i am nothing but a fragile being that can be not only destroyed physically, mentally and emotionally BUT spirtually as well? and i am going to where? hell? what the hell is hell folks... i think it's right here and now on this poor dying planet... and heaven? heaven is a figment of the believers imagination, and everyone knows that a half truth is more likely a full lie... pahleeze
i've never liked humans and therefore probably don't like myself in many ways also, but the problem is i simply don't care... i don't care about our species or our belief systems... our death and destruction is actually a comforting thought to me... when we finally are expulsed from this planet the other life forms here will flourish... the only thing i seem to be able to understand and accept is nature... with all it's negative aspects...
death and destruction occur in the heart of the forest also, largely due to human intervention but the big picture of life on earth in this massive universe is far less unsettling to me than the knowledge that i am part of a species that is desirous of destruction, devastation and death...
i suspect i hate being used by my fellow humans and by my "mythical" creator... i think they all pretty much suck the big one and wish i didn't have to be a part of any of it... oddly enough, i don't want to kill myself (as some of you may suggest i do) nor do i even want to die... i guess i would just rather not exist... just be pure energy and float on the sun's rays or flow through the warm winds current... and not know any of this adaptation of life...
but i suppose, at this rate, i would hate any existence... because i harbour hate in the first place... i must reap what i sow... and you can say i am a wimp and a wuss for wanting the easy way out, and to you i say, "f-ya"... why does the easy way out always get such a bad rap? i thought the whole point of finding the easy way out was to avoid the hard way? now that i've found it, i simply cannot use it... yuck... i am sickened by my inability or incapability of altering my own destiny to the point where i no longer require a prescribed method of exacting it... yuck again...
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