It is interestingly called posession.
It is indeed alien invasion, but even the opposite.
I once become aware of them/it/them, but then they are gone, he is gone it is gone and i must beg until i have killed myself with begging and searching before i can get them to come back in.
They are not aggressive beings., or are they?
I am in constant error and am therefore judged defective by myself at minimum.
I am one of the defective ones.
however, always thinking perfect and being perfect in my own mind, in order to act and learn and get ever closer to heaven. Always making a mistake and haveing to admit I was wrong and to change, and ever change as a learning and growing child forever. Always striving for better. Humble as a child in play. Should i ever be embarrassed? ITHINK NOT!!!!!!!!!
Is GOD imperfect, but always striving to become perfect.
YES.
What is Humble? embarassment? CATCH 22?
F that!
What's in a number?
418.
the number of Aiwass? (crowleys libers)
the house of the hawk-headed GOD.
today is 4-18- 2006.
my name is 4
and 1 in numerology
and my birth number is 8.
who ha.
who Ra?
who Ya?
who Ma?
I am a pillar in the kingdom of heaven.
I am a "WALL which cannot fall". christ's words.
PAUL
It is indeed alien invasion, but even the opposite.
I once become aware of them/it/them, but then they are gone, he is gone it is gone and i must beg until i have killed myself with begging and searching before i can get them to come back in.
They are not aggressive beings., or are they?
I am in constant error and am therefore judged defective by myself at minimum.
I am one of the defective ones.
however, always thinking perfect and being perfect in my own mind, in order to act and learn and get ever closer to heaven. Always making a mistake and haveing to admit I was wrong and to change, and ever change as a learning and growing child forever. Always striving for better. Humble as a child in play. Should i ever be embarrassed? ITHINK NOT!!!!!!!!!
Is GOD imperfect, but always striving to become perfect.
YES.
What is Humble? embarassment? CATCH 22?
F that!
What's in a number?
418.
the number of Aiwass? (crowleys libers)
the house of the hawk-headed GOD.
today is 4-18- 2006.
my name is 4
and 1 in numerology
and my birth number is 8.
who ha.
who Ra?
who Ya?
who Ma?
I am a pillar in the kingdom of heaven.
I am a "WALL which cannot fall". christ's words.
PAUL