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Lotuseatsvipers wrote:
["back-slidden" is] exactly what you would call me, although I think the word 'back slidden' is hardly appropiate.
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Really...?
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Lotuseatsvipers wrote:
So you have a problem with me bringing into the open, questions that made me all but LOSE my religion?
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So you complaining about God being mean is "bringing things into the open"? Maybe you are simply a Christian experiencing doubt masquerading as an atheist. You have a problem with God, so you've decided to turn on him. But instead of turning away and believing God does NOT exist, you still believe he exists, he's just mean. That isn't atheism. That's doubt. Every Christian experiences it. That is the whole point of Jesus' parable of the prodigal son (Luke 15:11-32). Even when we turn away from God he will still accept us back. The father in the story is God and the "prodigal" son is the doubting believer.
By the way, "back-slidden" merely means "one who has turned away from God". I did not mean it in an offensive way.
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Lotuseatsvipers wrote:
These are things that truly bother me, why would it annoy you so much that I question such things.
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Put it this way, you're bothered by God being mean, and people praying to him, and I am bothered by mockers of God who mock Him while simultaneously claiming He doesn't exist.
You can't have it both ways. Either he is a fantasy or he's real.
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Lotuseatsvipers wrote:
And I am SO sick of people questioning open mindedness.
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Why should I care if you are open minded? If you are open minded that is great. But have you displayed open mindedness?
Love and hate are both viable emotions. To love God is to admit he is alive and that you desire to do his will.
To hate God is to still admit he is alive but that you do NOT wish to do his will.
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Lotuseatsvipers wrote:
I come from an almost puritanical christian perspective, if anyone has an open mind or knows both sides of the fence it is me.
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If your foundation in God had been strong, then the moment you had doubt you wouldn't have abandoned God.
I suppose that for whatever reason, you prefer to be a reviler of God. If that's your choice, you're going to have to live with it. But shouldn't our choices bring us joy?
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Lotuseatsvipers wrote:
Stop accusing, perhaps you could help me understand some things if you stopped being so defensive.
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Look Lotus, have you ever heard of tough love? I am not "accusing" you of anything. I simply know what you are going through. I've been there. You built your house on sand. The waves came and your house fell over. This is not uncommon. YOU may be open minded, but there are many here who are not! Any notion of God is considered to be either pure fantasy, or the ravings of misguided fools.
If I seem defensive, don't take it personal. I am just defensive of that which I hold dear. I defend the honor of my Mother, and my Father, and my family. How much more should I defend the honor of my Lord and savior Jesus Christ, son of God? Also, I will gladly help you anyway I can...
-Mike