Ophiolite said:
ozzie, I am at a loss to understand why
a) hearing voices should be disturbing
b) why learning that they are a fabrication of ones own mind should be disturbing
Please explain. [For the record, I have probably not heard voices.]
Before I comment firstly I must state that I am Quantum Quacks Brother in law. His work in this field has been a tremendous help to me and others in developing strategies to help develope the psychic confusion into workable solutions.
Why are hearing voices disturbing?
A very good question indeed.
It takes a lot of telling to make sense but I shall try.
If one thinks of the self as a mirror, that everything one is is in someway a reflection of all that surrounds you. Your self is contructed of what you sense. This sensing is reflected and becomes your inspiration for thought.
Thinking is and act of creation. By thinking we create ideas and notions and cogitations. Most often our thoughts are premised in fear , most of the time it is very subtle fears that drives thoughts such as worrying, speculations etc.
We are aware of our thoughts because we are aware of their reflection. The mirror that reflects our thoughts is our imagination or as some would call it our "white board" in our minds. It is on this white board we construct our thoughts.
Now this whiteboard is our most intimate reflection of who we are.
There is nothing more precious to our self than our thoughts in reflection.
The content of our thoughts is generated by what we sense as we extrapolate what we know with what we sense and generate those thoughts.
Hearing voices is hearing our selves or hearing our thoughts. It is iimpossible to separate the self from it's reflection regardless of how seeminly false the reflection becomes.
You find yourself listening to your thoughts and realise that they appear to be someone elses. Immediately a state of terror prevails. Your most intimate reflection where no secrets are kept is now infiltrated by what seems to be someone elses content.
They are compelling and unable to be escaped from simply because they are you and everything you thought you were. But they are now distortion of you. So hearing voices that are not directly your own is terrifying to most people.
In a previous post I explained how whilst the voices appear to be coming from external sources that is not the case directly but only in reflection.
The person has acquired the ability to pick out a voice or voices from the reflected whitenoise in his head and reflect it in the form of a voice that attempts to emmulate the voice he has tuned into.
So the victims reflective imagination is now reflecting something that is alien to the victim but because it is his most intimate companion and usually his own self his sense of identity and integrity of self is diminished.
Because this is reinforced by regular evidence in our peoples behaviour, for some this evidence may be words spoken and actions made by others, it may be reinforced by other so called coincidences that the now paranoid victim exagerates and amplifies in there minds thus driving the peron into a state of extreme anxiety.
How ever once a person is informed as to the nature of his experience his ability to deal with it increases dramatically. But to do so the reality of the telepathic mind must be included in that explanation. Because the source of the reflection is external, usually picking up on other peoples subconscious thoughts and with a heavy does of fear turning them into the nightmare of amplified auditory perception.
It is by accepting the reality of the telepathic mind that allows the victim to improve his condition. By denying the reality of the telepathic mind places the victim in a non productive and eventualy self destructive position.
b) why learning that they are a fabrication of ones own mind should be disturbing
Another very good question and thanks for the opportuntity.
The victim is caught between at least two very strong belief systems.
He knows that what he is experiencing is very real he knows that his imagination is distorting what he senses, but most importantly he knows that the source is external.
So the victim will on one hand agree that it is in part a fabrication but will be unable to agree no matter how much denial he struggles to create that the voices are entirely a fabrication.
To deny the reflection of your own thoughts is to effectively destroy any integrity that you have left.
You must realise that the victim is well aware of what the word "self-delusion" means. They have in most cases already had to deal with the notion that their lives are going to end up in a hostel for the homeless or walking joke for most people to play with. They know that the diiagnosis of schizophrenia means statistically they have not long to live. [suicide]
For most they spend most of the waken life attempting to convince themselves that they are self-deluded. Some succeed but most don't. However telling yourself you are deluded does not alter the truth.
So a victims greatest chalenge is to deal with the duality that society has forced upon him. All a fabrication and not a fabrication. Even if his voices are a distorted reflection of himself they are still a part of who he is.
His voices are everything he fears about himself and other people. The fear is
in his face so to speak.
I am not denying that there is an element of fabrication. Certainly the imagination is playing up. Certainly the imagination is distorted by the persons own fears. So it is easy to simply claim they are an entire fabrication. But to achieve success one has to understand why this fabricating is going on. What causes this imagination to reflect such things?
Once the source of inspiration is recognised as being external as already realised, the victim can now reconcile all the beliefs his fear has been generating. If one removes the validity of external stimulous triggering the imagination the victim can not reconcile those beliefs.
As I said earlier even if the medical profession allowed for the possibility of pheromone stimulous the victims situation improves dramatically. As those pheromones are already accepted as external and possibly alien. It is the undeniable realisation that the voices have an external origin that is so hard to accept by the victim who can not deny it's truth and the medical profession who must by vrtue of a lack of scientific evidence deny it's truth.