I suppose it is a bit strange that a person who has been in contact with ETs would be so willing to lay himself out on the mercy of individuals who will probably think he is crazy.
It's not strange at all: crazy people generally seek out someone, anyone, that will accept their story. Acceptance helps keep the belief alive.
Keeping a belief alive and supported is essential - because it stops one having little option but to face upto the truth. I'll make an example from the little that you have mentioned..
You have been 'abducted' twice during your very young years, went to church, these abductees were religiously named/mannered beings, your mother was "suspended in time". This could very much point at child abuse. Your mother seemingly knew nothing about it, (the suspended in time), and the abuse would have come from someone at the church/church related.
I could go on, but the point was merely that if your brain is shielding a memory from you it will often create 'out of this world' stories in order to protect you and with alien abduction it shows that these things were beyond your control and the control of those around you such as your mother. Getting others to acknowledge your 'story' makes it easier for you to keep that story alive in your own mind. Did they go through any of this with you in your 'pastoral counseling' course?
(1) I believe the spiritual messages I have received have the power to bring humanity into spiritual awakening
If there was even a remote chance of that you wouldn't be some anonymous guy on the internet, and even if you got yourself a slot on prime time TV, it just wont happen.
(2) Yeshua has asked me to do this.
The snake asked Eve to eat a fruit.