Sounded to me from what you said before you went against the grain of it to discover it was ludacris. Nobody fed you anything. People make choices on their own. Period.
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M*W: No, I didn't "go against the grain" of my faith. I pursued it to a higher level. I wanted to learn about the history of christianity, the whys and wherefores. I wanted to be able to communicate and discuss dogma with priests and other men/women of faith. The priests I knew didn't take a liking to my own "inquisition!"They told me "not to question." That made me all the more thirsty for answers!
Intellectuality is not wisdom. I seek wisdom, how else will I find it?
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M*W: I agree. One becomes intellectual by pursuing knowledge. One becomes wise by processing that knowledge and applying it to life.
Btw--following the moral code of God is comfortable? I think the complete opposite is comfortable. Following our own selfish desires is comfortable and takes no character.
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M*W: At that time, I was comfortable following "god's code." Following one's own selfish desires is not necessarily a comfortable place.
So should I be learning and growing in my selfish desires to do as I please? This is the pilosophy of evolution--to consume and enjoy and then become nothing. Sounds great doesn't it?
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M*W: I don't recommend taking up selfish desires as a passtime. But, again, that really depends on what those "selfish desires" are. I had a selfish desire to learn. I still have that selfish desire. I don't let it interfere in my life or family, and as far as I know, there are no 12-step programs to recover from it.
So are you not content with your knowledge right now, since we shouldn't be? But from your previous posts it sounded as though you think you are content.
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M*W: No, I'm still not content with my fund of knowledge, and I never will be, so I just pursue my passion as I am able to. I don't take advantage of anyone else in my pursuit. I have not become obsessed with it. I just enjoy the endeavor.
Let me say this, I am content where my knowledge has led me. I am not saying that I am unhappy with atheism. I have become by far more unhappy with christianity to the point that I want to make everyone in the world aware of its evils. Sciforums allows me the platform to do that.
I am content in what I have learned about christianity, and I know there is so much more that I haven't learned yet. As a christian, the door to knowledge was tightly sealed. Now the door is open, and I really don't have any fear of going in. I'm not afraid of what I might find... you know, it just might be the truth... not as you see the truth, but as I see the truth, and I want to spread that truth to others. I think when we become "content" with anything, we close that door to knowledge of whatevewr may lie beyond that door.
You move from one thing to the next--trying to find your purpose and meaning. Where will you find it?
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M*W: Well, I may not be a very good writer, and my posts very well may be choppy, but I have found meaning and purpose in my life. I love my family. I love my work. I enjoy my pursuit of knowledge. I am content in those things. I am not content with what christianity has done to humankind and to this world, and I will never be content with that. Fortunately, christianity is dying worldwide. That is a statistically significant fact. Of course, when I was a christian some 35 years ago, I believed that christianity was the only true religion and the greatest religion the world had ever known. I was deluded.
You appeal to standards of right and wrong--you can't appeal to them if they are nonexistent. You know M*W--when you drink of the living water, you thirst is quenched.
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M*W: Nowhere have I said that there are no standards of right and wrong. We all still have a human conscience. We know what is innately right or wrong. Being a christian, however, does not make you right just as being an atheist does not make me wrong. That's beside the point. There is by far more evils in religion than there could ever be in atheism! Christians do not automatically stand for everything that is good nor do atheists stand for everything that is bad. We are law abiding citizens who love our friends and families and our place in the universe. Perhaps you should read-up on atheism.
When God says that we will face persecution and even death for having our beliefs--you think that is comfort?
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M*W: First, there is no god who said anything, much less commented on persecution/death for what we believe. This is the very case you would have to prove there is a god. Until you do, I cannot understand how persecution and death would have anykind of influence on my belief or behavior. Please try to understand here that just because I am atheist, I'm not going to go out and shoot-up my neighborhood! I'm not even going to drive wrecklessly. I am not going to covet my neighbor's lawnmower. I am perfectly comfortable with those standards of right and wrong.
Christ himself was murdered by the world for this so called "comfort."
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M*W: Let me just say this. I am comfortable knowing there is no god, no hell, no heaven, no afterlife, no eternity, etc.
What Bible have you gotten this information from?
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M*W: I believe the bible is man-made, therefore, corrupt as far as it's modern interpretation. Bible interpretation means something entirely different to me than it does to you or other christians. It is not a book about one god or one dying demigod savior. It is not a book about angels, miracles and mystery. It will not save your soul. The bible is a book about the "logos" or the word of the stars, planets and constellations that are represented by lambs, rams lions, water-bearers, virgins, fishers of men, and the movements of the 'apostles.' The bible is also a book about one orb brushing the rim of another orb in its path that is related to, translated by, transcribed from, and interpreted for the masses as a "kiss." The kiss of Peter to Jesus (Jupiter passed by the Sun); Judas kissed Jesus (Scorpio passed by the Sun); and Mary Magdalen brushed past the Jesus (Virgo passed by the Sun). Then there's Veronica who kissed the hem of Jesus' garment. This is just one little example that I now believe in as the correct and rightful interpretation of the bible. However, I DO NOT ACCEPT THIS TO BE IN ANY WAY BELIEVABLE EXCEPT AS THE ORIGINAL MYTHOLOGICAL INTERPRETATION IN WHICH IT WAS WRITTEN. I am not an astrologer. I do not believe in astrology as anything but a myth.
Again I would like to remind you that I did not make up my own faith. It is the faith of the Bible--not ritualized, traditionalized by man religion.
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M*W: Well, you sort of did. No, it's not the faith of the bible as I have stated in the previous reply. What you believe is what was created by men and is corrupt.
What greater knowledge is there than this?
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M*W: The greater wisdom is finding the truth.