lol. it just never stops, does it? so as a "christian" you just want to do anything to make an impact for the purpose so that others will "remember" you??? does this sound anything like jesus? i see not a hint of anything idealistic in your post. all i see is a desire for prestige and vanity. this is not all bad within some limits but what i don't understand is how a christian who would be more familiar with the humility of christ as well as his teachings to not be superficial would see things this way. you say you want to change the world and leave it different but you don't say why or how. just to make it different so that it's noticeable that you changed it?
You are entitled to your opinion and your point of view. Nonetheless I will respond, to clarify myself, not to change your opinion, that is your decision and yours alone.
Prestige and fame, along with influence and power. To me, those are tools, just like a hammer and a saw. To me, they are just pawns to be used. I will be needed those to make a big impact. I don't strive for it, it is not the destination, but merely a bridge
How? That will depend on the situation at hand
Why? It is because I feel that this world needs improvement. I believe nothing but God the father, his son Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit are perfect, therefore by that logic, everything can improve. I believe we can improve by better ourself, to be more like Christ, and when do better then our perceived best, the Lord will help me do the rest, which I can never dream to do to be like Him.
To base my decision, I will use my best judgement ( which I believe can be flawed, since I am a flawed man ) and inspiration from the Lord if He wishes to inspire me.
I didn't specify, is because I cannot predict or calculate everything, and I am merely a mortal man. If my best judgement brought fires of destruction and despair to this world.....then that will be the consequence. I cannot go back in time, the world and I would just have to accept it, and IF which is unlikely, but IF I get another chance, I will try to change it. Sometimes the best intentions can result in tragedy. I can say I would LIKE to change the world for the better, but the problem is, my better might not be your better, or be the guy next door's better. Someone's better might be to grab ass all day and fuck all night for all I know. Also, the result might be completely different from my intentions due to the fog of war, I cannot tell where the road will lead, I believe only God knows best.
I cannot make statements of what definitely will occur, or what is it in other's points of view.
Everyone is entitled to their choices, and their set of beliefs, I will not force anyone to covert to Christianity, I cannot force them, their soul is theirs, their mind is theirs ultimately. I can influence, I might succeed, I might now, but I cannot ever force someone to truly believe something. I will continue to respect all people and all religions.
Also, not noticeable that
I changed it, but rather the world has changed.
it doesn't matter what it is or what it's for???
Only through time and history can mortal men know. God knows and that is about it, even I don't know the ultimate consequences of my actions.
what a fucked up world. this is no different than a desire to be famous just for it's own sake. if you wanted to make a difference and had the right motives, then you would just do it.
Who are you to say what I do and don't do?
Are you all knowing and omnipotent?
I don't believe so.
However, I also know what I am, and am not capable of, and what are the pieces at my disposal. I am a fourteen year-old youngster and know full well what I can do and the many things I cannot do, yet.
I will try to craft and rally the pieces necessary, I don't know if I will succeed or not.
I cannot go out and do things outside my limits. However, I know what you mean, making a little difference at a time. Well, just because a man does not go out and hug trees or walk with a big toothy grin down the road handing out flowers ( actually that would be extremely weird ), or go dig a well right now in Africa or something, that doesn't mean I am not doing anything. Building what is necessary to change the world, such as doing well in school, being athletic and in peak physical condition .etc IS ultimately a part of doing something. Actually I don't like grinning at all.
an important question to ask yourself, what if your deed did make a good difference but you would not be remembered or known, would that stop you? what is your real priority or motivation?
No, it will not. Fame will be a tool, but I will hopefully have many more at my disposal. Again, fame is a tool, not the ultimate goal.
do you know that there are even anonymous philanthropists?
Yes, but I do not know who they are. They could have done so much more, they had the potential. However, they didn't. Nonetheless, they did what they feel was best for society and kudos for that.
actually this is the problem with the world, it's backwards. that's fuking stupid and unfortunately a lot of people past and present have thought in such a shallow way. it's a power trip. a person or people's should get due credit or even compensation for their level of contributions or accomplishments and it would be wrong if they didn't recieve that but also just trying to do something just for ego is not very ethical either.
A power trip....I might succumb to it, I might defeat it, who knows. I might become a power thirsty demon, or a martyr, who knows, I don't. I can try to avoid being a demon, but who knows if I will succeed. It is all probability and unknown and unidentified variables.
I sometimes do stuff for my ego ( mostly involves the ladies in some way, shape or form
) for a purpose though, I have been told I am arrogant in ways, I have been told that throughout my life actually. I don't deny I am not. You know....life also isn't all just about changing the world, it is the main goal and purpose, but I take time off to satisfy myself, for thrills and enjoyment ( THOSE OF YOU THAT ARE WONDERING, NO I DON'T DO DRUGS ). To keep up my morale, to keep my mental health and to have a refresher.
There isn't anything wrong with competing with your buds to see who can wheel the hottest chick to boost your ego. Nothing immoral or unethical about it in the least ( until you turn it into something immoral or unethical ). It is fun and enjoyable. Its a game, where there are multiple good payoffs, you get a hot chick, you have a good laugh with your friends when they fail ( or in the rare case where I fail, almost never happens, but always extremely funny
), you boost your prestige amongst your social circle, your boost your confidence and ego, and last but not least, have a great time with a girl that hopefully will make the time enjoyable and not be a bitch ( in which case get rid of her immediately ), plus you get to make new friends. How is that for payoffs, and those are only a few examples, there are many many more
Nothing unethical and immoral about having a good time.
(I don't meaning banging her or anything, I have my morales and my religion, but I meant wheeling, hooking up, you know, nothing sexual, IIRC if it is something sexual, I would get arrested, because I am under the age of consent and I have a rule about no girls older then me except for friends and for dances )
I have to mention this, many will probably agree. There are somethings in this world that you HAVE TO get credit for, certain things when it comes to trills, excitement and enjoyment. You just have to get credit for it, you just have to. There isn't any if or buts, it is solid and sealed. IT WILL actually be wrong for you NOT to get credit, either A) those people are douche bags ( probably not ) or B) You failed ( most likely )
what one does is what is most important and if it is appreciated, they may be remembered positively by the world. but it is backward to try and be remembered so therefore do something for that sake and in order to do that, one must make a mark on the world. for instance, one doesn't cure the sick to be famous but because they are sick! one shouldn't donate to charity to look good but because it is for a good cause! alternately, sometimes people do try to get the attention of the public because they think they have an important message but being famous is not their main goal. they are acting as a messenger.
Certain things you just have to get credit for, but this is not the main discussion, so I will get back to what we are talking about here.
However, it is right and smart to use fame and influence to do good. It will move the public more, and reach out to more. In certain, and many situations that is...there are times where the "average joe" is more favored by the public. I have a message for the world, and I will use my tools to build the banner and make it more effective.
I intend for what I do to be a lesson for the world, whether it is a good example, or a bad one, even if I became a power-thirsty monster, I hope society will learn an important lesson for what NOT to do, but hopefully I won't go that far. Hopefully it will be an good example. People need a symbol. Many people get lost in the mundane, day to day life, people need something special, something extraordinary. Whether I succeed or fail, it will be the mandate given to me by society and I believe by the will of God.
It is idealistic in that, it is risky and it might not work at all. Who knows, it is my purpose and it is what keeps my gears turning.
I believe in my God as you believe salt is salty and sugar is sweet. I cannot prove to a man that believe in every fiber of his being that God does not exist, no more then you can convince a man that doesn't believe salt is salty that it is. They have to do it themselves.
If anyone wish to criticize me, feel free to do so, I will try to take it and make me stronger. Nothing can be done by whining and complaining and thinking everyone else are douches, learn from the mistakes and criticisms and build yourself.
P.S. For all those who have a problem with Christianity, that is your problem, I don't care, it is your choice that you made, and I respect that you can make your own choices. I don't have a problem with science, in fact I embrace it as understanding of the work of the Lord. I respect any man's beliefs, as long as it does not harm another's directly. If you want to debate religion, you picked the wrong man, I know how religious debates usually turn out, it doesn't end well.