If I said I love you, it's only because I am weeping with joy at your awakening to reality. Kind of like having a new born baby. You are now one of us. Welcome our new sister in cosmic despair.
Of course, we abandon this causeless universe everytime we put on a labcoat because it makes no sense that things could be random and causeless. Then we search for the beginnings the ends and everything in between and pat ourselves on the back for our acuity in discerning knowledge.