It's not that ''I'' see it as puny. It's puny in comparison to the dissemination of knowledge from God (if you believe in Him).
How so? If one can not reason to arrive at knowledge then one is left in the sole realm of revelation - and since I have not received any from God, should He exist...
If you come to the point where you believe in God, then that question shouldn't be an issue.
Grand cycle of "believe to believe": "You will believe if you believe, and in order to believe you have to believe..."
Once you are out of that circle you see it for the circle it is, and how it is self-perpetuating with no actual substance beyond what one wants to give it for themselves.
The question is to big to contemplate. Do I trust the decisions I make? Not all the time.
Too big to contemplate, yet you provide an answer.
You may not trust that your answer is necessarily the best (we can not see the future) but you surely trust that you have made the best decision you can, given your circumstances and the effort you put into the reasoning, surely?
Plus, when you say ''self'' are we talking about the essential you (the observer), or we talking about our minds?
Difference?
That assumption is bound up in your worldview. You say there is no evidence for God (I can only assume by ''evidence'' you mean scientifc evidence), yet so many people believe in God.
Why isn't that evidence for you?
It is evidence, just not that I can rationally attribute to the existence of God.
And do I mean only scientific evidence? No. But I can not honestly answer what other might suffice until it is presented.
Is everyone who believes in God delusional?
What is the basis of this analasys?
I do not claim that everyone is delusional. To be delusional the belief must be demonstrably false. I am agnostic... I do not consider God, if He exists, knowable - and thus it is not delusional to believe.
However, I do consider that it would be irrational for me to hold belief in something that I consider unknowable.
So God must have been real to you. I don't mean ''I thought it was real at the time'' kind of real, but actual. And you believed in Him. Now you're an agnostic-atheist. Why exactly?
Because I now consider God unknowable, and thus no longer hold the belief that God exists.
Further, if God does not exist then God could not have been actual regardless of whether I believed in Him or not.
My belief in God does not alter the reality.
Therefore it is meaningless to say that "God must have been
actual" without it also meaning "I thought it was real at the time".
It may seem cylical to you, but the nature, as defined in scriptures (i suppose that's what you mean by clothes)...
Interpretation of scripture would be the main clothing, and religious ceremony another etc.
...one as One, so everything is within God, yet God is separate and aloof. So trying to answer questions about God to someone who doesn't see it like that, can sometime come across as illogical. Which is why it is important to have an open mind about these subjects.
I.e. believe it, and you'll believe it.
If God is real, why would you need to have a sharp intellect etc, to realise Him?
Not to realise: if God is real then He exists irrespective of interrogation or investigation. But unless one is capable of identifying fallacies or inconsistencies in what one is told, one will be ignorant of the truth but forever merely abide by what one is told.
Do you think only these traits bring one to know God, or do you think they are only necessary for you??
I can only say that in the absence of revelation from God, it helped me identify issues with what I was being told.
If you think these traits are necessary to know God, then aren't you making a priori assumption?
I couldn't say if they are necessary to know God or not. I can only speak for myself.
If you think they are only necessary for you, why don't you understand that for other people who know God, one doesn't necessarily need them?
Because I do not know that God exists. If God exists then perhaps others don't need those traits, but in the absence of revelation it would help me. If God does not exist then nothing will help to know God.
Other people realise it, strengthening their belief in God.
That is their belief (that they have realised it). Whether they have realised it or not I consider intrinsically tied to the unknowability of God.
On what basis did you believe it?
Because it fitted into my worldview at the time. Because I had no reason to question what I had been told (I lacked the faculty to question it). Whether my worldview fuelled my belief, or vice versa, I can not say.
In this quote here is where all the juicy gem-like details exist.
What do you mean by ''clothes''?
Anything you dress your God up with: properties, personalities, requirement for rituals, etc.
You say ''assuming scriptures can be trusted''. Do you think there will ever come a time when you will know whether or not scriptures can be trusted? I ask that, because therein lies information.
Perhaps if I receive revelation. But otherwise I consider them, from a practical point of view, not to be trusted as they relate to something I consider unknowable.
If you are of the positive in this, what do you think the reason(s) will be for you actually trusting them?
Direct revelation from God. Otherwise I can't think of anything... but that is not to say I can even think of every possibility to be able to discount them, but those I can think of... can't see it happening.
So you believe that God exists as ''the first cause'' but you don't know what that ''first cause'' is?
No, I
believed God exists as "the first cause". I don't now.
And to believe in that ''first cause'' is just another layer of clothing, so you don't believe in It/Him?
Not any more, but if God does exist then "first cause" is an apt a way to describe Him as any other.
I'm just trying to get a picture.
It's more Dali than Monet.
Sorry, but I find you situation quite complex. I don't mean to put you into a box.
It's not that complex: I believed... then I questioned my religion... and dropped that... that led me to question my belief in God... and I dropped that.
It only gets complex if you insist that anyone who subsequently drops their belief in God never actually had belief in God, as you're trying then to fit a square peg into a round hole... but since I don't insist on it, it is relatively simple - and certainly not unique.