Accepting the reality of no God is painful to many.
this is so true, coming from a religious background. It took me quite a while to accept reality as is, and not as I wish it to be. It wasn't overnite that I came to the conclusion to be an atheist. It was a great interest in history, philosophy, psychology, anthropology, astronomy, and the continued study in these fields to stregthen my reasoning and logic in my decision to be an atheist. Also the study in religious history, the bible, quaran, as well as religious philosophers, these serve as tools, to keep my mind sharp, and have the knowledge of their non-sequirtus rhetoric. It is easy to see how mindless, no rationalizations brought so many people to believe in gods, Allah's, and what nots of mysticism. The confort of having so many believe in the same rhetoric, the commodarity of it all. The illusion is strengthen by the numbers of of believers in the group.
I'm the only atheist in my family, It was not easy to them when I revealed my decision to non-belief, but they still love me, and they eventually got over it, religion is something that we just don't talk about, I still have many religious friends, from the past, some know, and some don't need to know of my stance. LOL...
It has been a journey, from Catholic to Christian, to Babtist. I was "reborn" lol, and babtised twice in my life time. I aknowledged my atheism at 21yrs but really took hold as time went on. First thing I did when I purchased a computer, and tought myself to type and use it, was to seek out other atheists in forums such as this. That's how I wound up here. On sciforums.
One of which I call home.
Godless