@Jozen-Bo
you are a genius with dense ideas and super ego, many thanks for a certain enlightenment. although a shame about your arrogance, as it interferes with the ebb and flow of this forum. publish your journals to satisfy your 1 way plot, but thanks for the drama and tangents.
My state of mind is prone to many sudden changes, in order to better understand many different views to increase my own perspective my mind can focus on a single view as truth or two 'opposing' ideas or such at the same time and perceive their relationship. Because of this I may either seem are be arrogant from time to time, as my mind explores both different views and different feelings that find expression of those views. I can be dramatic...I know...and I could also be wrong in what my sensory input has received. Do we ever change...
As to my 1 way plot...to seek a true death as I view is to embrace true life as it continues to reach new limits. If, aside from self-destruction (a fake one...a recycling into time/maya) life does in the long haul of time evolve to have limits that are fantastic and beyond our own now, when and where does it stop. Does it.
(I have no question mark on my keyboard)... If there is a plot, then how can I be sure that it is my own. Could it be a universal design.
Science can't disprove the existence of a spirit.
I have experienced it.
There is no time as we normally know it if the ultimate geometry contained within a vacuum of infinite vectors would contain ever possible shape. Then how is it that certain shapes manifest to us...why these shapes. If this is correct, then there is infinite variable futures and pasts. If our spirit can move both forward and backward through this infinite range of potentials, we may not all have arrived from the same big bang as we know it. I am left wondering to myself if this is a natural course or selection to move towards, that if, after a giving time anyone would make this decision, giving the age of their spirit. If so, then I didn't make the plot. It was always there to begin with.
If you saw a car moving to run you over wouldn't you step out of the way...because your senses told you this was happening. I can honestly say that my senses have changes a great deal from experimenting as I have.
I appreciate your advice. Such thoughts settle well into constructive actions.