i dont know much about science being only 15 and i know many will be sceptical but i believe i have mastered de-atomization via telechenisis which i have practised for 6 years no one i know is aware of my ability and could someone please direct where to go from here
You are at an age of change, Where childhood fantasy will soon have to deal with the dull grey factual world that everyone else has to mundanely assume some form of responsibility in.
This means that some of the fantastic things that you have believed to be a particular way or your life will in fact lose their magic, as the magic itself has cogs, pulley's, circuitry, assorted gadgetry or even physics itself to produce a magical effect.
It's up to you to decide if you want to continue with the truth hidden in a delude of fantasy, the world will hold some magic but there will always be people out there that known the science behind it and attempt to rationalise and do what they feel is the responsible thing by attempting to explain it.
(You'll notice on this forums some people with those fantasy belief's will argue 'black is white' even when it's proven it's not, purely because their entire belief system is something they are comfortable with and anything outside of that 'Bubble' is alien in concept.)
The other option is to Study, to study hard. Enjoy learning new things, take nothing for granted, if you see something 'Magical' attempt to learn what the magic is because after all it caught your attention when you didn't know perhaps it's something you should know
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Study hard at school and if you haven't and you've found yourself not doing so good there, there is the old adage 'Try, Try, Try again'. (If you are in the UK and messed up your schooling, there is always the ability to reattempt things back at college but it requires you to stay focused with the goal that you set out to achieve.)
Of course such goals can only be focused on if you aren't deluded by fantasy, so think about it a while
