James R,
I linked you to that book as an example of somebody who was "called" to the service of God, who was a preacher and Christian song writer for many year, who was a keen evangelical out to convince others to come to God etc. etc., but who gradually came to the realisation that God isn't real. In other words, this is an example of somebody who had strong faith, who honestly felt personally called by God, but who nevertheless eventually stopped believing in God.
You didn't make much of an effort did you? Really?
You want me to buy a book in order to answer my question. Really?
Anyways I looked him up and all I could find was him bashing religion with his atheist merchandise.
Your claim is that such a thing can never happen. You would presumably claim, in this case, that Dan Barker never really, properly atbelieved in God like he should have, that he was always really an atheist, and so on and so forth - against the actual man's testimony that refutes your claim.
What I want to know is, what was it like for him when God ''called'' him? What happened?
Presumably he must have had some real connection to God why he decided to serve Him. What was that connection to the Supreme Being?
It must have been real because he committed himself to bringing other people to the same level of communication that he was privilidged to acquire.
What was it? And why would anyone denounce it? What was going on at the time? You see there are so many questions when you delve into the reality of what he's saying.
Now he goes around saying it's all make belief nonsense. So what was it he actually believed in?
In other words, your claim is that a person like Dan Barker was always really of an "atheist mentality", regardless of anything he tells us to the contrary. You, Jan Ardena, know him better than he knows himself. Apparently. The arrogance of your position is quite breath-taking.
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How happy can you be when you think every action and thought is being monitored by a judgmental ghost? [Dan Barker, Losing Faith in Faith]
According to you Mr Barker was called from this ''judgmental ghost''.
Did God come all Mr Nice guy on him, and then turn, or did Mr Barker opt to serve this judgmental ghost, or did God hold a celestial gun to his head???
Did Mr Barker know what he was doing at the time, or was he in some kind daze?
Correct. I would say, however, that many atheists like that, who would apparently spin on a dime, probably would not have been strongly religious or anti-religious prior to their theism "kicking in". Compare somebody like Dan Barker, who was so strongly committed to his religion that he dedicated his life to it, becoming an evangelical preacher.
I dare say he was committed to his religion.
But while he now regards God as a ''judgemental ghost'', he claimed at the time to have been called by God, and continued to serve him?
Did he have some experience of God why he describes Him thus? Or is he saying that God doesn't exist, it's all make belief?
If the former, then why doesn't he talk more about the experience as it must have been life-changing?
If the latter, then it is likely that he has known all along that God doesn't exist, but chose to suppress it. Theism means to believe in God, not pretend to believe, or hope that someday God is proven to exist.
I think you'll find that for at least some atheists, it's a very conscious decision.
My interest lies in finding out what that decision is based on.
Did God exist for them, and then one day He didn't?
Or did they just have faith based on what people had told them?
I notice, also, that all along your language is loaded. You say atheists "deny God", which carries the baggage of the presumption that there is a God to deny. position.
You question the existence of God because you see no evidence of Him, so if ''evidence'' is how you decide whether or not God exists, then you must have some idea of what evidence would make you accept. The problem is that you don't know what that evidence could possible be, other than your perception of God. This is nothing short of materialism, the philosophical basis of the atheist mindset.
If you are only prepared to accept on the basis of something spectacular to prove His existence, then you will always wonder whether that spectacular thing was just the work of nature. So in this way you will never accept that God exists (unless something personally happens to you and you become faced with something that you cannot deny).
That non acceptance is what makes you an atheist, so for you God doesn't exist. For others, God exists, and can easily use you're own level of information to justify that belief. Thing always works both ways in this world.
In fact, from the other side, all atheists have is a lack of belief in an imaginary being that you happen to think is real. Denial involves refusing to admit to the truth of a fact. If God doesn't exist, then atheism isn't denying anything - it is actually the truthful
So you're saying God IS imaginary, and therefore doesn't exist?
I'll take ''lack of belief'' as ''no belief'', either you believe that God exists, or you don't, you can't sit on the fence with this.
And you're quite right, if God doesn't exist then atheism isn't denying anything, then it's actually truthful. Well, good luck with that, in sincerity.
jan.