My friend,
That's why Jesus came. To make my and your faith complete, to justify our hope in God, and release love and mercy from performance anxiety. For what is a promise of God if it is not certain?
Hebrews 11:1
Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.
If this is just wishful thinking, then those who scoff at religion are justified to call our faith "blind".
John 10:7 Therefore Jesus said again, "I tell you the truth, I am the gate for the sheep. All who ever came before me were thieves and robbers, but the sheep did not listen to them. I am the gate; whoever enters through me will be saved. He will come in and go out, and find pasture. The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full.
Jesus is our certainty and knowledge of God. Once again we have Jesus saying: "
I am the good shepherd; I know my sheep and my sheep know me-- just as the Father knows me and I know the Father--and I lay down my life for the sheep." Not only that:
The reason my Father loves me is that I lay down my life--only to take it up again. No one takes it from me, but I lay it down of my own accord. I have authority to lay it down and authority to take it up again. This command I received from my Father."
He's not a dead gate, that opens to everyone who asks or cries "Lord, Lord", but a shepherd who can recognize those who belong to God, who call on his Name. Even if you sincerely repent, why can't you be sure? Because you have to rely on yourself, not God.
Your good works decide your fate. To Christians, good works simply decide your sincerity. Jesus decides if you know God, if you followed his commands and truly loved. Forgiveness is
in spite of your sins (otherwise it wouldn't be forgiveness, would it?) - but God makes sure it's not a free ride, that justice still prevails.
Haven't you ever wondered why the Gospels are
called "gospels" (Good News)? Why do we call it that?
Jesus went throughout Galilee, teaching in their synagogues, preaching the good news of the kingdom, and healing every disease and sickness among the people. (Matthew 4:23)
Acts 13
"We tell you the good news:
What God promised our fathers he has fulfilled for us, their children, by raising up Jesus. As it is written in the second Psalm:
" 'You are my Son;
today I have become your Father...
But the one whom God raised from the dead did not see decay.
"Therefore, my brothers, I want you to know that through Jesus the forgiveness of sins is proclaimed to you. Through him everyone who believes is justified from everything you could not be justified from by the law of Moses.
Take care that what the prophets have said does not happen to you:
" 'Look, you scoffers,
wonder and perish,
for I am going to do something in your days
that you would never believe,
even if someone told you.'[Hab. 1:5]"