rockguitarist89
Registered Member
This is a mere soapbox for me. I used to be a Christian. Not just a Christian, mind you, but somebody who was willing to give up everything they had to spread the Word of God. Now being awakened to rationality, I have something to ask you all. I apologize if this thread seems like a rant, but I feel it is legit.
The concept of hell. What kind of God sends people who don't believe in his Son to a fiery pit. The whole concept sounds hokey right from the start. I mean, fire.....fire....fire.
So since I used to be a Christian, but am not at the moment, does that mean I'm going to burn in Hell? I have given money to Christian causes, told others about Jesus, and like I said, had planned my life to this false hope. Pretending God is real for just one moment, tell me am I going to hell? That just sounds ridiculous.
As common as it is to see this example, I feel I need to express my confusion. I've lived a decent life as a human being. I give to charitable causes, donate blood, and pretty much live by the rule of "treat others as you would like to be treated." I'm going to be sent to a pit of fire while a serial killer accepts Jesus during his last breath?
Correct me if I'm wrong. I understand God might not have to be fair, if he existed. But if he's real, he's one sick son of a b****. The cruelty in the Bible is just unimaginable. I could list many examples, which I might later in this thread of just some of the absurd happenings in the Bible.
Two examples: I will look up where it is located when I have time(I promise)
1. King David sleeps with Bathsheba, one of David's frontline men's wife. Bathsheba gets pregnant. Does David get reprimanded? No. Instead, God takes the baby's life as David's punishment. Wow, go God! I could go on and rant, but next example...
2. Elisha, Elijah's apprentice, who takes over for Elijah after Elijah gets taken into Heaven by a Chariot of Fire.(wow, ..again... Go God!!..couldn't do that for anyone else..just him..b/c he's special right?) Anyways, Elisha is just walking around when some teenage boys start throwing rocks at him and call him bald. After this harassment, God sends one or two bears after the boys and kill them all. Go God!!!!! Wow, the justification of human life is just splendid.
I'm getting way too emotional and I'm not even trying to be elaborate. I just don't understand this whole concept of not just Hell, but punishment for people who don't deserve it. Being somebody who has studied the Bible, gone to a Christian high school, has a crazy fanatic mom who tells me I'm going to hell, to leave the house if I don't believe, and when anytime I have a different opinion than her tells me she doesn't want to hear me "spout my venom" or some other crazy stuff, I just can't understand this magical fantasy anymore. I'm done. Your thoughts?
The concept of hell. What kind of God sends people who don't believe in his Son to a fiery pit. The whole concept sounds hokey right from the start. I mean, fire.....fire....fire.
So since I used to be a Christian, but am not at the moment, does that mean I'm going to burn in Hell? I have given money to Christian causes, told others about Jesus, and like I said, had planned my life to this false hope. Pretending God is real for just one moment, tell me am I going to hell? That just sounds ridiculous.
As common as it is to see this example, I feel I need to express my confusion. I've lived a decent life as a human being. I give to charitable causes, donate blood, and pretty much live by the rule of "treat others as you would like to be treated." I'm going to be sent to a pit of fire while a serial killer accepts Jesus during his last breath?
Correct me if I'm wrong. I understand God might not have to be fair, if he existed. But if he's real, he's one sick son of a b****. The cruelty in the Bible is just unimaginable. I could list many examples, which I might later in this thread of just some of the absurd happenings in the Bible.
Two examples: I will look up where it is located when I have time(I promise)
1. King David sleeps with Bathsheba, one of David's frontline men's wife. Bathsheba gets pregnant. Does David get reprimanded? No. Instead, God takes the baby's life as David's punishment. Wow, go God! I could go on and rant, but next example...
2. Elisha, Elijah's apprentice, who takes over for Elijah after Elijah gets taken into Heaven by a Chariot of Fire.(wow, ..again... Go God!!..couldn't do that for anyone else..just him..b/c he's special right?) Anyways, Elisha is just walking around when some teenage boys start throwing rocks at him and call him bald. After this harassment, God sends one or two bears after the boys and kill them all. Go God!!!!! Wow, the justification of human life is just splendid.
I'm getting way too emotional and I'm not even trying to be elaborate. I just don't understand this whole concept of not just Hell, but punishment for people who don't deserve it. Being somebody who has studied the Bible, gone to a Christian high school, has a crazy fanatic mom who tells me I'm going to hell, to leave the house if I don't believe, and when anytime I have a different opinion than her tells me she doesn't want to hear me "spout my venom" or some other crazy stuff, I just can't understand this magical fantasy anymore. I'm done. Your thoughts?