I found myself subconsciously trying to destroy other peoples faith in god and the afterlfe, until I realised it was my own lack of faith in god I was lashing out at in beievers. everytime I questioned there beliefs I realised I was looking for assurance in that which I was trying to deestroy.
Ask yourself honestly what you are hoping to achieve when you ask the questions you do.
peace.
i know what you mean, when i argue about religion with people i'd love for them to offer something to me, any kind of proof which could convince me of god. it doesn't have to be physical proof either, just in some way convince me of god. the only reason i look forward to such an event is because i know it would simplify my life so much, all i'd have to do is whatever that god said. however i still believe all organised religion to be misguided, and will do so until proved wrong. point is, just because it'd be nice for there to be god, doesn't mean i'm taking it out my frustrations on people who believe. my frustration with some religious people stems from my annoyance with their reasoning.