So how do we work with what might be seen as a contradiction.
I don't think that it (valuing tradition while recognizing that traditions weren't always traditional) necessarily is a contradiction.
The point is not that you have some odd ritual, but rather that the notion of conservation tends to be based on not changing and/or returning to an early set of values relationships.
Yes, to an extent. I don't think that valuing tradition needs to be mindless and slavish. It's best conceived as the idea that those who went before us weren't all fools and knaves. It's the recognition that we are the beneficiaries of a priceless inheritance.
However these older values were generally set up by someone making radical changes.
Maybe in the case of religious founders, yes. But generally, no. Most change is incremental and more evolutionary than revolutionary.
But I encounter a different position, I think in both LG and Signal, that tradition per se, is best not to be broken with unless one is on the Jesus Buddha level.
Perhaps they take a stronger view of that than I do. But there is the valid point that traditions need to be taken seriously, even if they seem counterintuitive at first and aren't immediately blissful. It's not always an obvious or an easy decision.
And if we do break with tradition, then we have to recognize that we thereby place ourselves outside the tradition, or at least outside some aspect of it (depending on how elastic and accomodating the tradition is).
If a Christian breaks with too much of traditional Christianity, or a Buddhist with too much of traditional Buddhism, the point is ultimately reached where they simply aren't Christians or Buddhists any more. When that point is reached might be kind of a judgement call or a matter of taste. Not everyone will always agree.
How can one say 'I can judge Martin Luther. He was wrong to create a schism', but not decide one can judge the Pope?
Why can't I judge the pope?
I don't think one has to have this kind of overwhelming conversion experience to decide to go deeper into a religion. You didn't say that, but it seems implicit above.
I was suggesting that an emptying of one's self in favor of an unquestioning faith isn't necessary, advisable or, in my case even possible. The 'all-or-nothing' vision of tradition seems exaggerated and probably not very realistic.
That's why I wrote about my finding myself in a back-and-forth
dialogue with tradition. I continually question and interrogate it, forming my own always changing opinions about it as I go.
Could one not add to your schema above the idea of finding oneself, if one is, drawn to a particular tradition - the practices are appealing, the master seems very insightful, the scriptures seem right one, or potentially right on - joins not in any final sense, but begins attending sermons, mediation, chanting, reading more scripture, meeting others.........and so entering by degree.
Yes, that's what I was thinking.
And is not, at root, allowing oneself to do this, or deciding that none seem to work for you, in fact saying that you can judge religious authority AT LEAST so far as it pertains to you?
Right. I don't see any way that can be avoided. (Or why it should be.)
Which immediately challenges religious authority in most traditions. Even in Buddhism you would be viewed as not yet at that stage to leave conditioned reality.
Maybe it's true that I'm not yet at the stage to leave conditioned reality. I'm not really trying to leave conditioned reality anyway, so that's cool. If this is a reference to Nibbana, I have no expectations of that in this lifetime.
Buddhism, at least as I understand it, doesn't demand slavish faith and adherence to tradition. Achieving Buddhism's goal does require personal realization. Having said that, the Buddha is said to have revealed the path to that goal and 2,500 years of subsequent Buddhist experience probably does have something valuable to tell us about achieving it.
If we aren't going to honor that and pay careful attention to it, then why pretend to be Buddhists at all? That's what Buddhism is and what it offers us.
They would not judge your choice - or would strive not to - but in the end they would see your choice as a necessary error given where you are at.
Maybe they would be right and maybe not. Only I can determine that, in my subsequent experience.