Thing is, as a believer myself, I accept that the physical evidence is sorely lacking - I readily admit that my belief cannot be outwardly proven; that us part of what makes it so personal and, well, spiritual. I have, for lack of better phrasing, experienced moments or periods of profound peace when I would have expected something else. Was that the Holy Spirit comforting me? I like to think so, but I accept I cannot explain it one way or another; any attempt would be simple supposition.
That is, to me, the most dangerous aspect of religion though... when one tries to insist it as fact, it is quickly perverted, going from a deep personal sense and experience, to a vulgar statement used as a weapon and excuse for unwholesome and bigoted acts.
You need to examine what it is you believe, when you say you are a believer. If you think there should be physical evidence of God, apart from everything you perceive, plus your ability to perceive, then what do you think God is to begin with.
Do you believe that God is the original cause (spiritual) of all causes (material), or do you believe that God is a powerful being/force that is made of physical matter?
I doubt that we need God to experience moments of profound peace, any more than we need God to tell us when we require food and water. We already have those abilities built in to our biological machinery, and a mind and intelligence to discriminate and make choices.
We know what we like, and what we don't like.
What we don't know is what we are, how it is that we are here, what happens when we leave, or what is the source of our being. Materialism can inform us of material things, but it is incapable of spiritual awakening because it is material. To reduce everything down to materialism, is to kill ones full potential.
A religion can be whatever the leader wants it to be, and that can be dangerous as you say. But what is Religion? How did it start out?
Again, you can look in the scriptures to find out, how religions begin, and how over time they become corrupt, then begin again with a new revelation accordingly tuned to the time, place, and circumstance.
Take Yashua as an example. When he came on the scene, the old religion had run it's course, and had now become a corrupt institute, performing rituals and ceremonies, only as a novelty and making great profit.
The priests, in their ignorance, thought they were upholding the religion of their founding father, Abraham.
But they were informed, in no uncertain terms, that they were not.
Now Yashua did not throw out the old religion, he maintained it, but understood that it could not be implemented the way it was supposed to be, due to the fallen nature of the current population. He, invented (so to speak) a different way of distributing the religion, in the form of parables. In this way the populace could get the meaning of what had been practised in ancient times. He went to the point of sacrificing himself, to exemplify his teachings. Not because he was stupid, he did it because he knew the truth. He knew that the body is not the end, and as such you should have no fear.
That is what religion is. What we do with it (over time) is dependent on the leaders. If they are even, a little greedy, lustful, and envious, those qualities will eventually seep into the mainstream. Not much different to the priests that were talking to Yashua in the temple.
jan.