in lots of ways, that were extremely meaningful for me.
no, you have to get your own. that's the whole point.
And again- I spent 5 years in the ministry myself. You don't know what I have experienced in my life.
You only admitted that you cannot provide any evidence that can be examined. You cannot provide evidence that it was not you, practicing self confirmation, that "proved God" to yourself.
no it's not rational and logical. i can testify to you all day long that my mom exists. i can tell you how to get to her. i can tell you what she looks like. i can tell you what she thinks and how she behaves. i can show you her driver's license or other documents with her name on them. but until you meet and experience my mother, you will never know for sure.
But all of that Independently Verifiable Evidence bears weight and merit. Given that evidence, without meeting her, I can accept it as Likely that she does exist.
You admit that you can provide- NOTHING -on behalf of God. Zero. Nada. Your excuse is that I must find that all by myself.
no, not magically. nothing is magic; just stuff you don't understand yet.
Funny, cuz that's always been the demonstrated case with God, demons, angels, elves and whathaveyou as well...
and no i did not want to have that belief. when i asked, the thought of having to become a different person was not appealing to me at all, particularly if that person was a religious person, for obvious reasons, and i still feel the same way today about it.
Hogwash.
If you didn't WANT the belief- you wouldn't have it. That's the whole nature of faith and belief.
edit to clarify: i have changed a lot, and it was very hard, but i'm very grateful none the less. i have not however, changed into the religious person that i have a negative association with.
Perhaps you have changed in some ways that could be self improvement. However, you demonstrate the same rationale as those same religious people you now condemn. You display the same contradictions, denials and circular arguments.
If improving on yourself is your primary goal, is it not more logical to question yourself instead of justifying yourself? To provide answers instead of excuses? To examine glaring contradictions in your statements?
I pointed out earlier that you seem to be a nice person. In my own dealings with you on this forum, that is what I've witnessed and I appreciate it. Others may disagree... Is that one of the changes you refer to? I don't know...
But I've had to go through a LOT of changes on my own, too.
And "losing my belief in God" was one of the more painful experiences.
I, too, am grateful for that change.
Stated like a true believer.
Note how, in order to "not believe" in God, you have to believe something.
How so?
That;s a typical tactic of believers. To claim that a LACK of belief is a belief.
To Quote: "Calling Atheism a religion is like calling bald a hair color."